English Love Affair (a 5sos fan fiction)

part 13

"I-I'm just not gonna go" I say crying into Jason's shoulder. He plays with my hair not saying anything and letting me cry it all out. "No you have to go! You've been waiting for this forever." I sigh. "You're right. . . . . . hey uh you wanna go? I don't have anyone to go with now" he smiles and says "as wonderful as that sounds. . . why don't you just take Hannah?" I laugh and say "that's a great idea I'll call her right now if you're positive you don't wanna go." He kisses my cheek and says "positive" I'm so excited for the concert I don't even think about how my best friend just kissed me.
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Hannah and I are on our way to the concert and I'm so excited I can't keep still in my seat. "Hannah I'm so excited!!!" I practically squeal. "Legit!!!!! I can't believe I'm gonna meet Michale Clifford" I giggle and say "and the rest of the band??" She tilts her head thinking , "oh. Yeah. Them too" and we giggle again. As happy as I am, it still doesn't feel right coming without Alex. I shake off the feeling because tonight is going to be the best night of my life. I can tell.
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The concert rocked!!!!!! Calum stuttered singing amnesia and Ashton took his shirt off half way through the show. I'm shaking with excitement as we make our way to the backstage area. There are a few other girls here too, they look as shaky as I feel. "Right back here ladies" a man I recognize from pictures says to us. He must be a bodyguard, I realize as he walks us to a room back stage. I hear Hannah scream and I turn around to see a sweaty Michael Clifford walking towards us. Hannah stutters, "H-hey I-I'm Hannah!!!" She stares at him awkwardly before Mikey decides to hug her since she wasn't going to do anything. She wraps her arms around him and leaves them there until I pry her from him and apologize laughing. Mikey does his cute laugh as he goes to sit down. Hannah sits next to him and starts talking to him, her face bright red. I hear a voice behind me, "oh uh hey. I'm Luke" I turn around to see Luke towering over me I giggle "I know who you are!" He turns a little red and says, "oh." I hear Mikey giggle and say "shut up Luke" I laugh and talk with Luke and Ashton with a few other girls for a long time before I hear Mikey speak up again, "Where's Calum???" I hate myself that I didn't notice my favorite celebrity wasn't here. I was too busy listening to Luke try to be cute and Ashton giggling over everything. Ashton volunteers to go look for him. I decide to join Hannah and Mikey for a little bit. They are both talking about video games and trying to one up each other with their high scores. "But on level 27 my score is 2889!!! That's twenty more than yours!!!" Hannah says standing up excited. Mikey stands up to with a huge smile on his face practically doubled over with giggles. "But the next level I beat you

by at least one hundred points!" They both giggle and sit back down as soon as Ashton walks back in with Calum. Calum is still sweaty and takes a seat next to Luke saying hi to everyone and apologizing for being gone. My inner fangirl got the best of me and I jumped up from my seat. Calum looks at me and smiles, and I sit next to him before I realize what I'm doing. I hear Hannah and Mikey giggle and I look and they are both watching me. I blush and give Hannah a look that says "I have a boyfriend!" And she gives me a look that says "well not anymore!!!" I shake my head and turn back around and notice Ashton and Calum are both looking at me.