I'd miss it. Or of course i wouldn't, but i would theoretically. if i could feel my lack of life, but still had a lack of life, i'd miss it. I'm sure i would be pretty happy to be literally brain dead, and not have to have this stupid thing ringing away at me, do this, do that, feel FEAR right NOW. But in that theoretically different shaping of reality where I feel the lack of life, I'd miss making myself laugh, and smile. I'm pretty good at that. I get excited, a lot, and i'd miss that, a lot, but it's comforting that i would under no circumstances feel it. You go from Everything, to Nothing, so utterly nothing that it isn't any form of existence, but that's an existence in of itself. That's how we spend our eternity from now into [whoaoaoao, don't think that through to the logical extreme, because the universe has to end sometimes, but then there's another, and another, and another, and infinity. Because it can't end, now that we're here to be aware of it. It's a concept that physically/metaphysically/some other physically, cannot be not a thing.] the Whatever and the Whatchmacallit at the end of our reality, but we're submerged into nothing so we'll never feel it.
Which ultimately must be the purpose of death, to allow us to weather a concept like eternity that cannot be understood in any way because we aren't eternal, cannot be understood by anything, probably not even by God. You ever think about why God made us mortal? I'm sure all the religions and ideas have a seperate reason for it, like "can't have us getting too big a head after all", but i think he can't. He's not Eternal either, because you can't be, because that's not an idea we have, and maybe that's this Bootstrap Paradox of Existence. We don't have the idea of Eternity because we can't understand it, thus it's not an idea built into the foundation of the universe, whatever foundation has to be built on how we perceive or are aware of it or something, so we cannot be eternal, we cannot understand it. So what I'm saying is, the universe is all a chicken/egg paradox of ideas.
And i can't be bothered to go through that mess of paradoxes that melt the brain, to dig out even my conception of truth. [No let's try this one, see how we fare...so God, or something, you know? Whether its god or some other being or just our own perceptions of a universe that got wrapped up in reality by virtue of the fact that reality can only actually exist under the conditions that we can understand, my head hurts, created us, and then we created, that creation,].
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Nonfiksi"Remember you have to die. You have to, or Life will all be for naught." One night a while ago i sat thinking about Death, in the least morbid way possible. This was the collection of thoughts and ramblings i had on the topic, wrapped in a "relative...
