Martyrdom

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Lisa's Pov

Martyrdom.

That's what it is is I think of anything else about Jennie's situation. She was kind with a warm heart, I saw that while we are in Puerto Rico. I know she's going back to the construction cite after her report so I will meet her there again.

This thing that I chose for myself isn't healthy for me, I know that. I am not happy and contented with her having a husband. When they agreed to my offer I know to myself that I will get in trouble with this woman. She's gorgeous and a man like Taehyung don't deserve her and neither I. The world do not deserve a woman so kind like her. I was hurt about having her in exchange for money and a contract with the Kim's. People only use me for money and that's hoe I understand that when I was on my younger age until now. People who come to me are only after my money. When my mother died I distanced myself to people. I told myself I won't love anyone else in this planet but my mother.

People only give me pain, trouble snd since they're using me why not use them too. I fucked woman to my likings, abuse some of them while having threesomes and use toys and they like it because I pay them. Once I fell in love with someone who only used me for money too. I promised to never again be involved with Love because that's a poison that will slowly kill you. But when I saw Jennie I can't get her off my head. I can't sleep at night thinking about her. Shes so innocent and timid that she don't know about the world because she's too focused on her husband that did not do anything but to hurt her and use her. I want her to open her eyes and pull her in the darkness. I know I don't have the right to do that to her since I with a dark past don't know how to save people with dark situations. I can only make it worse.

All I want her to know is that I'm willing to sacrifice everything just to get her. Get Jennie from Tae and that's all done.

"Manoban." I put down my phone to entertain Mister Kim who wants to talk to me desperately about something.

"Yes, how may I help you?" I welcomed him warmly even though I wanted to punch his face real hard.

"I want to ask you something. About Jennie."

I raised my eyebrows interested with what he's saying.

"About her?"

"What happened in your island."

"It's been weeks and you're just asking that now?" I want to chuckle and laugh but I only smiled.

"Miss, please don't —"

My secretary went in together with... Jennie. I stood up on my seat when I saw her.

"I'm sorry Miss Manoban but she just won't listen."

"What are you doing here?" Tae asked to her wife.

"That's okay, you may leave. Take a seat Miss Kim." I said and smiled at her.

"I'm sorry for the inconvenience." She said and looked at Taehyung. "Let's go."

"I'm trying to ask Miss Manoban here, Jennie."

"I told you everything. Nothing else more happened." She said staring to him and then look at me. Telling me in her eyes to please do not tell anything and that somehow hurt me so much.

"I want to hear it straight from her."

"You're wife..." I almost choked on the word. "...already told you everything you need to hear. I did what's in the contract and I didn't hurt her, I'm not like that Mister Kim Taehyung." I said to him with double meaning. "If you two have problems I'm out of it."

Jennie grabbed Tae's arms to go out because he's not saying anything. Tae also decided to go but I stopped him.

"May I talk to you Miss Jennie?"