The Soul Factor (BL)

Chapter 20

I will feel it as deeply and express it as violently as I please.

Cassian's pov:

When I woke up from my well-needed nap Red was still disagreeing with me on how I treated Sarian but with the power also in my hands he could do nothing about it.

He had pushed me after taking me away from his uncle. He was lucky I stopped Red from killing him only to be thanked by being pushed in return. I had to stop playing with him and actually show him exactly what I was made of and what I could do to get him where he should be.

Plus the fact that if he is scared of me he will be scared to meet with his uncle any time soon. I would want to minimize any interactions between the two before I get a Deja Vu of the past.

I heard things falling, it made me get out of bed to go and see what exactly was going on. I found Sarian surrounded by his things. "You don't have a lot of things." I commented while walking closer to him and touching one of his things. The object looked weird but I couldn't be bothered to care. "Don't make a mess."

He nodded. "Where do I put it?"

I looked at everything, I guess it could all wait. "Let's go take a shower first. We will think of it more later." I took his hand, leading him toward the bathroom. He didn't hold my hand back, just followed like some sort of robot.

I reached the bathroom and stripped. I helped him out of his clothes too before getting under the shower. He was still acting like a scared kitty...maybe he was trying to gain sympathy from me or something.

I was not gonna give that if he is expecting it. I leaned on the wall and watched him. "When do you plan on stopping this behavior?"

He looked away from me, not responding. I walked closer to him and trapped him with my body, my hands leaning on the wall on both sides of his face. "Don't make me angry Sarian." I hissed. I licked my lower lip, trying to calm myself down. "I really want to fuck you in this state."

He shook his head. Before I could even process it, he punched me in the face, causing me to stumble back. "Just leave me the fuck alone!" He screamed.

I held my jaw with a laugh. "Wow...wonderful act, almost believed you were scared of me." I took my hand off of my already-healed jaw. "There goes my fantasy."

"What do you want from me?" The fear was still in his eyes but it's like he could no longer hold himself back. He snapped. "I've moved in with you, I cooked for you. Leave me alone. You're insufferable!"

"I want everything. Everything you are, everything that makes you. I want it all." I growled back, my eyes almost flashing red.

"Fear doesn't make me. And if it did I haven't stuck around long enough to let it consume me." He looked at me. I frowned. The look in his eyes was different. "I'm not scared of you anymore. I hate you."

Hearing such deep words made me almost orgasm right there. I held his hand and moved it to my dick. "Now stroke me like you hate me."

He let go of me. "Do it yourself." He looked at me like I disgusted him.

"Now what the fuck is wrong with you?"

"You. You're what's wrong. I let the fear consume me. I was actually scared of you because of what you showed me. You're just a psychopath who gets off on making others suffer. If you expect me to submit to you then you might as well kill me."

"And I'm still trying to find the problem." I wrapped my hands over my chest. "I taught you what happens when you anger me and I like your fear...I like your submission, I like your anger. I get off on that and I will make you feel whatever I want whenever I feel like it because now Red is not available to save you." I smiled, taking him in entirely. "If you don't want to touch me I can find someone else so make up your mind soon or now."

"You'll have to find someone else then, but I suggest you keep your guard. I don't fear you anymore, there's nothing stopping me from going to hell again. Who knows," he shrugged. "I might die by the hands of my uncle, just like your lover did."

Last time anger had taken me over and I almost snapped his neck. Right now my throat was vibrating, it wasn't just me who was angry but also Red. We felt the same thing together.

I growled the loudest I have ever growled right into his face, being blinded by everything in me.

I snapped my fingers and teleported him into a dark isolated room from my past where I knew he could never get out no matter how much he tried.

I was saving him from me, his uncle, and himself. I held the empty wall where he was and punched it hard causing the entire wall to collapse in.

I teleported into his cabin and his smell continued to rile me up I ended up destroying the entire place yet nothing could quench the anger or thirst for blood.

I jumped into hell hoping to find the person who was the root of all this anger in me. As soon as I landed I growled. "GEHAZI!!!!!!" Everyone that was in my way got ripped apart.

I released every criminal and killed them all, blood was trying to calm me down yet nothing would. Not their blood or their smell...the one I wanted was not available.

The one who held the biggest threat and the root of fear in me was not able to be ripped apart. I almost wiped out every demon but I still couldn't calm down.

I yelled, growling loudly in both pain and anger.