Satoru breaks the kiss as his face becomes so pale. He never expected that someone he loved was actually his twin. His significant other. His long-lost soul. You opened your eyes looking straight at Satoru who was still quite in shock.
His hand that covers his face is trembling, you tilt your head in sympathy. You crawl to him as you hold his cheeks.
Y/n: Satoru ... niichan ...
You said it shocked him as he looked up at you with his both eyes widened. You accept the memories strangely easily. It was as if you had known from the start that Satoru was your real brother.
The truth is, whenever you have a nightmare that wakes you up every time at 3 am, it all starts when you meet Satoru in that old shrine when you help him. He even told you about the reason why the most powerful person like him got injured. 
You added all those with some strange event that also happened to you, and it's all related. Even if you are still doubting it. Even tho, you hardly remember what kind of nightmare you had before.
But now, after you receive the memory from Satoru's kiss, you get it all. The reason you were suddenly awakened at 3 am was because in the past you were abducted and shot to die at that time. 
The reason Satoru was injured in the battle, is because in the past he saw you being shot to death and even protected you from the fall, the day was the exact day Satoru had a fight and couldn't use his power.
It's as if, his body remembers the horror of that day. 
And then, even if Satoru is so charming, so perfect, and a very gorgeous being. You couldn't see him as a dateable person. It was your heart and mind have long known that both of you belonged to each other. 
As a twin.
Y/n: Satoru-Nii-chan ... *you called him again in a soft voice*
Satoru: i am sorry ... y/n ... please forgive me ... *he suddenly grabs you by your arms it's startling you* I didn't mean to abandon you ... i swear ... *his face is contorted in panic* i ...
Y/n: Satoru-niichan ... *you tried to calm him down*  ... it's okay ... i know.
Satoru: No-no ... it's all my fault ...  you got hurt because of me ... *he hung his head when his hands still cling onto you.* They hurt you because of me ... *he said hysterically*
You can see his tall figure is trembling, so you try to reach out to him and hug him close. 
Y/n: I love you Nii-chan ... it's not your fault *you stroke his back gently*
Satoru: But I... i left you ... i deliberately left you there all alone ... *he said, while looking at his trembling hands* You must be in so much pain ... but when you need me the most ... when i might have saved you ... i still left you.
He holds you back, clenching your sweater still with his trembling hands.
Y/n: Nii-chan ... i am alive now, can you feel me *you whisper to him before you kiss his temple*
You let go of your embrace to lift his chin and make him face you as you caress his cheeks. Satoru still looks so distraught, the memory might still be too much even for the adult him, so you kiss him on the forehead then hold his head close to your heart.
Y/n: can you hear that? i am alive *you ruffle his white hair*
Satoru doesn't move at all, he reaches the back of your sweater before he buries his face on your chest. After hearing your beating heart, he pushes your body closer in his embrace. You smile as you feel like he is breathing on your chest.
                                      
                                   
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Romancelet's make it more delusional, LoL WILL FIX IT LATER AFTER I LEARN MORE ABOUT HOW TO DESCRIBE A GUD SMUT LoL, AT LEAST I SAVE THIS DRAFT HERE, BEFORE I FORGOT Warning 18+ content Just a litle bit non-con/rape Fan Fiction Jujutsu Kaisen ...
 
                                           
                                               
                                                  