Open Relationship

Again?

Michelle's POV

We are now walking to the mall near the resort we were staying.

We both were wearing caps to avoid cameras.

I'm fine with sharing our relationship. As much as I want to tell everyone in the universe that Anntonia is my girlfriend, it still will be so sudden to do it now.

I was holding hands with Anntonia as we walked to the mall.

We are now into the mall as Anntonia uttered silence.

" Babu. " I called. I rarely call her this endearment, and she tiklops everytime.

" Ano? " She lazily replied as she was walking towards a clothing store.

" Are you still mad? Don't be na. " I said as we walked in Penshoppe.

" I'm not, love. Why? " She replied.

" you're so cold e. " I said as I stared at her as she was picking clothes.

" anong gusto mo? Yakapin kita kahit I'm choosing clothes dito? " she replied and I gave her a chuckle.

I just walked around as she was choosing clothes while I just stared at her.

" huy! Aren't you gonna buy clothes? " She questioned.

" I am. Patience is a virtue. " I sarcastically said.

TIME SKIP

Anntonia's POV

I was just laying on the bed when suddenly Michelle's loud voice filled the entire room.

" LOVE! " She exclaimed.

" Anoo?! " I replied.

" cuddle? Please? " She said, as she pouted with puppy eyes.

I couldn't bear not to, so we cuddled in bed.

It was already night time and we both were ready to sleep.

TOMORROW

I woke up with Michelle gone. I looked around as I only saw Michelle's phone.

With no second thoughts, I took it.

I know the password which was 111111

I didn't have to open it because it was left open. When I looked at the screen, I had wished I didnt.

Tangina?

She's chatting Max?

I couldn't have time to read their other conversations as I was stunned and had a reaction that resonates beyond words.

I stared at the conversations, shocked, stunned and lost in thought.

" A-anntonia.. " She called, as she was also shocked.

Tangina? How can you explain this Michelle?

Naiintindihan ko naman na mahirap mag move on, pero sabi mo gagawan mo nang paraan. Sabi mo gagawin mo lahat para lang makaka move on ka. Pero bakit hindi ko nakita yun? Bakit parang wala? At bakit ka pumasok nang relasyon nato e hindi naman ako lang ang nasa puso mo.

I understood you, Michelle. I understood you more than anyone. I sacrificed everything for you. Kahit pag sabi sakin na you were chatting with Max hindi mo nagawa?

Nandito nanaman tayo e. Akala ko tapos na. Akala ko this is the time na okay na. Pero bakit parang bumalik naman tayo sa una?

Michelle, hindi naman sa lahat ng oras kaya kitang intindihin, kaya kitang unahin. Hindi ko na nga maintindihan sarili ko.

Mahal kita, Michelle. So I try to give you the best in all of me. Not the remanants, not the leftovers, not one eight of me. But why does it feel like you're just giving me the remnants of what's Max's?  I thought we were done with this. I thought wala na. I thought you would try. I thought lang pala.

" Love. Love. Love. " She called, as I was there thinking. Nasaktan naman ako noon ah, pero bat pag ikaw doble yung sakit?

" It's fine. Alam ko, Michelle. I trust you. " I replied. I badly wanna make this work. I badly wanna love you so bad. Kaya mahalin mo siya hanggang maubos ka at bumalik ka sa akin. I will always and always will be accepting the remnants of you.

Kaya ngayon, I'm willing to be hurt if it means you are happy.

Kasi kahit anong gawin ko, siya lang ang laman ng puso mo.

I willl never surpass her.

And it's fine. It's really fine. Basta alam ko na minahal mo ako at sinubukan mo akong minahal. And for me that's enough. Actually, more than enough.

" Love, s-sinubuk— " She said, but I cutted her off.

I went straight to her and pulled her for an embrace.

" Love, it's fine. It's okay. Okay lang. " I replied.

I tightenedthe embrace with tears falling from my eyes. Kapag nandito na si Max, parang wala nalang ako sa buhay niya. And before Max shows up, just let me have you for now, Michelle.

Just make this work. Kahit masaktan pa ako nang sobra, mamahalin parin kita.

I will always open a new relationship, if it is with you.

Michelle's POV

We both were hugging, as the sun shined on her.

Early in the morning, and I gave her this much pain. But I can't explain because I'm at fault for replying to Max's message.

She was the one who messaged me first. She messaged me yesterday, sending me a picture of her in a plane and I replied asking where she went, but she wouldn't spill, which made our conversation longer.

Pero kahit anong gawin ko, siya parin at siya parin.

I don't know what to do anymore. Kasi akala ko rin wala na. Pero kahit nandito siya, siya parin.

I wanted to cry because I was torn apart on what to do, but no tears was falling. But when I saw Anntonia's tears falling on my shoulders, I couldn't help but to cry too.

I made her cry. Again.

How can I stop my feelings? Please.

I don't want to hurt this girl.

But I already did.

Why is the vacation turning into a nightmare all of a sudden?

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Happy 5k! Road to 6k!

Ang bibilis! I love you all.

Yung iyak ko dito HUHU. I can't explain, kahit ako nasaktan ako. Ang toxic at ang redflag neto😭. Ayaw ko na, emz. Ang sakit, diko ma explain. Umiyak ako kahit ako nagsulat HAHAHA.

Drop your thoughtzz!

Some quotes are lines from taylor's songs, if you don't know.

" If it's not meant to be, then let it go. "

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