Rockstar kind of love// Nikki Sixx

Chapter 10- End of the tour

Doves POV

We got back to the hotel and decided to stay in my room. It was so nice to spend time with Nikki sober. We ordered pasta through room service and watched this movie that was on called 'The outsiders'. 

When the movie finished MTV came on. 

"The opening act for Motley Crue, Duo band 'Lupasa' had to finish the show early. We have reports of the lead singer and songwriter of the band 'Dove Crimson' not being her usual self on stage. One of the fans at the concert described her as 'out of it' and 'high'."

"Yeah because I couldn't see straight, stupid bitch." I point, making Nikki laugh.

"An ambulance arrived shortly after the brother figure and drummer of the band, Daniel Statton, walked crimson off the stage. We are hearing rumours of alcohol poisoning and drug abuse."

"Ooo, you've been a bad girl." Nikki started to tickle me.

"Crimson was then seen leaving through the back of the venue with Motley Crue's bassist and songwriter Nikki Sixx *They show a photo that must of been secretly shot of us* in nothing but a white robe and slippers. Is this lifestyle getting to her already."

"Oh please they make me sound like some crazy girl." I switch the channel. 

I look up and see Nikki smirking at me. 

"What?" 

"You're just perfect." He smiles.

"Stop it!" I look away blushing.

"Can I ask you a question?" He sits up.

"Yeah sure, go on." 

"Is your real name Dove?" 

"Yes why wouldn't it be, is your real name not Nikki?" I question.

"Um no it isn't actually, my real name is Frank jr."

"Seriously?!" I gasp.

"Yeah do I not look like one?" he plays with my hair.

"Lets just say I prefer Nikki." I kiss him. 

"I like the name Dove too, It's different."

"Yeah well what do you expect when a meth addict names a baby." I laugh. 

"Jesus I'm sorry." He said staring into my eyes.

"Apparently before she gave birth to me, she smoked some meth and that mixing with the gas and air that the hospital gave her, made her hallucinate white doves all around her." I burst out laughing.

"That is pretty fucked up but it makes you- you, and I really like you." He kissed me. 

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The end of the tour came around so quickly and before we knew it, we were back in LA. Me and Nikki were so close towards the end of the tour and I was really starting to like him. The reality of coming home and realising that he was still with Lita stung like a bitch.

I thought what we had on tour was really the beginning of something, maybe I was wrong. A couple weeks after tour, Daniel and I decided to meet the boys for a night out. 

When we got to the Rainbow, I was surprised to see no Nikki. 

"Hey guys!" I scoot into the booth.

"Whats up Dove." Tommy smiles.

"Where's Nikki then?" Daniel asked.

"Oh he'll be here in a minute." Vince takes a swig of beer.

"Lets get this party started then!" Daniel waves a baggy.