Dove Crimson is the next big thing on the sunset strip going by the name Lupasa.
What will happen when she's asked to go on tour with Mötley crue? Is her rise of fame and new love interest good for her? Who cares. This isn't a normal love story any...
I was getting ready for this surprise, I always liked doing my hair and makeup. It was a happy place, a meditation for me, a way to express myself. Today it was felt like a mesh blanket to shield me from the snow... Pointless.
I was grateful to Daniel for thinking of me, and making an effort but I felt like there is nothing in this world that could stop me from sliding down the long slippery slide of addiction, blood and tears.
I could have looked better but I still did look hot.
I didn't put much makeup on, I guess I kind of couldn't be bothered. I decided to also wear a basic outfit, I wasn't in the mood for a dress.
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I walked out my house to Daniels car.
"Woah, no dress?" Daniel looked confused.
"I didn't feel like wearing one tonight." I smiled, although from the look on Daniels face it clearly didn't look real.
"Look whats up Dove" He started the engine, and started driving.
"Oh I don't know, since my mum came to see me- I just can't shift this feeling that I'm still that girl in foster care, it doesn't matter how far I travel or how big I get, she is me and I am her."
"Yes you are, but that little girl was always talented, she is you and you are her. You had a shitty childhood but you came out of it a better person than what life gave you s-."
"Did I?" I cut him off.
"Yes, of course. You are amazing, y-WE never deserved the shit we were put through but now we get to help so many people, through our music. "
"Yeah your right, I just- I don't know, it just shook me up thats all."
"Fuck her anyway, I'm the only family you will ever need." He turns to me and gives me a warm smile."
We arrived outside the rainbow, If your wondering how Nikki and I have been, since that night we've spoken, he is still on heroin but he has cut down, I can't watch him do it, but I can't leave him either. I guess that's also been on my mind but I can't tell Daniel that.
"Heyy" Tommy hugged me.
"supp" Vince smiled.
"Theres my girl." Nikki gestured me to sit next to him, kissing me as I sat down.
"So what's this, how come we are here?" I smiled.
"Well Daniel here reminded us how long it had been since were all together." Mick stated.
"Yeah it's been too long since we had a proper wild night out." Daniel sipped a random drink on the table.
So thats what we did, we had a 'wild night out', and I'll admit I realised I had a new happy place, I realised I am happiest when I am high. On drugs. Not sober.
