Rockstar kind of love// Nikki Sixx

Chapter 21- This can't be real

Nikkis POV

We ran out on stage and crowd roared!  I could never hate this feeling. 

Me and Mick started playing the beginning of the song, and Dove and Vince started dancing by the crowds. 

Blue Jeans - Ndone ft Lana Del Rey

Blue jeans, white shirt
Walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn
It was like, James Dean, for sure
You're so fresh to death and sick as c-cancer
You were sorta punk rock, I grew up on hip hop
But you fit me better than my favorite sweater and I know
That love is mean, and love hurts
But I still remember that day we met in December, oh baby!

I will love you till the end of time
I would wait a million years
Promise you'll remember that you're mine
Baby, can you see through the tears?
Love you more than those bitches before
Say you'll remember, oh baby
Say you'll remember, oh baby, ooh
I will love you till the end of time

You went out every night
And, baby, that's alright
I told you that no matter what you did
I'd be by your side
'Cause I'mma ride or die
Whether you fail or fly
Well, shit, at least you tried
But when you walked out that door
A piece of me died
I told you I wanted more
But that's not what I had in mind
I just want it like before
We were dancin' all night
Then they took you away, stole you out of my life
You just need to remember...

I will love you till the end of time
I would wait a million years
Promise you'll remember that you're mine
Baby, can you see through the tears?
Love you more than those bitches before
Say you'll remember, oh baby
Say you'll remember, oh baby, ooh
I will love you till the end of time

The crowd loved it! It was nice to see everyone so happy! Lupasa left the stage and it was time for Motley to rock Houston. 

We gave them a hell of show and welcomed Ozzy onto the stage, so we could leave. 

I walk into my dressing room, out of breath. Performing was great but boy did it tire you out.

I plopped myself onto the couch and took a swig of jack. I heard a knock on my door.

"Come in." I yelled. 

"Hey Nikki." Some groupie smirked. 

"Hey." I was hoping for it to be Dove but we aren't going to work at the moment anyway. Ahhh fuck it. 

"Want a blow job?" 

"Yeah come here babe." I motioned her to come in. She shut the door the behind her.

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Doves POV

I was in Tommy's dressing room with everybody else but Nikki. 

"I can't believe we have to leave in a minute." I shrug.

"I know that fucking sucks man." Vince looked down.

"Where's Nikki, we ought to say goodbye to him too." Daniel looks around.

"I'll get him." 

I walk to his dressing room, I can hear shuffling about and as soon as I raised my hand to knock, this blonde girl opens the door wiping her mouth. Nikki was stood behind her zipping his pants up. I know we weren't dating and this was precisely the reason but it did still hurt- Like a lot.