Chapter 14- Are you happy?

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It was our first show of this new tour. David and I made up and argued a few more times as per. I was actually slightly excited to perform, It had been a while since I was up on stage. 

I decided to wear this lovely blue designer outfit, since my songs were not as rock n roll as usual. 

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"Hello New York!" I ran onto the stage.

"Wow what a beautiful crowd we have!!" I turn to Daniel.

"Let's kick this off with a new song from my brand new album 'Kill Kill!"

"Ladies and gentlemen this is Ultraviolence!"

(Ultraviolence Rock version by Lana Del Rey)

He used to call me DN
That stood for deadly nightshade
'Cause I was filled with poison
But blessed with beauty and rage
Jim told me that
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
Jim brought me back
Reminded me of when we were kids


With his ultraviolence
Ultraviolence
Ultraviolence
Ultraviolence
I can hear sirens, sirens
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
I can hear violins, violins
Give me all of that ultraviolence


The crowd loved it! I was glad as this was actually quite a dark song.

He used to call me poison
Like I was poison ivy
I could've died right then
'Cause he was right beside me
Jim raised me up
He hurt me but it felt like true love
Jim taught me that
Loving him was never enough


I started swaying my hips and twirling around to the music. I felt in my happy place.

We can go back to New York
Loving you was really hard
We could go back to Woodstock
Where they don't know who we are
Heaven is on earth
I will do anything for you, babe
Blessed is this union
Crying tears of gold, like lemonade

Instead of singing this next part, I spoke it. It felt like I was doing spoken word poetry or something, yet it still seemed Iconic!

I love you the first time
I love you the last time
Yo soy la princesa, comprende mis white lines
'Cause I'm your jazz singer
And you're my cult leader
I love you forever.

When I finished the song, The crowd roared. I almost forgot how surreal being on stage can actually be!

I sang a couple more songs, and it was time for Daniels drum solo. Whilst he was doing that I thought it would be fun for the crowd if I downed some Gin on stage, and danced to the beat.

 I felt a bit like a fancy stripper as I took my blazer jacket off, swinging it around and throwing it into the crowd! It started a little fight, but the winner seemed very happy with herself.

Rockstar kind of love// Nikki SixxWhere stories live. Discover now