Under Water

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Before me there was a great abyss of nothingness

Darkness curled up around me in columns of smoke

Spoke my finals words and I plunged with faith

Scathe from rocks I feared but found the water warm


Harm did not find me within this strange ocean

Emotion burst through my mouth in bubbles

Troubles hidden away in my locked heart

Heard by you under this transparent water


Daughter of Wisdom I was supposed to be

Believe it I did not in the upper world

Curled within a shell of insecurities

Anxieties estranged me from my kindred


Dreaded my own being but you swam around

Crowned my worst fears, turned them into eulogies

Fallacies you exposed from my shattered soul

Whole you made me not but I could breathe again


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(You were no magician

To believe one can easily heal is an illusion

But you reminded me I could swim

To fight against crashing waves seemed grim


You let me go knowing I wouldn't drown

I could keep afloat; I should have known

That I belonged with the living

There was no need for doubting)




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