Solar X Ruin<3

Chapter 2

!!TW!! Su1c1d@l thoughts, SH

𝙎𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙧'𝙨 𝙋𝙊𝙑

Shit shit shit shit shit shit

Where the fuck is he!? His location isn't even in this dimension!

Fuck it. I'll just go to that dimension and save Ruin

𝙍𝙪𝙞𝙣'𝙨 𝙋𝙊𝙑:

Watching the cameras, Solar was running back to the daycare, he set the portal to a random dimension, and jumped through the portal,

Around half an hour later

"RUIN!?"
I hear a familiar voice

"RUIN!? ARE YOU HERE!?"

"S-SOLAR!?"

"RUI-"

***BANG***

"SOLAR!?"

𝙎𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙧'𝙨 𝙋𝙊𝙑 (𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩)

I walk into an abandoned building, apparently Ruin is here,

"RUIN!?"

I hear a faint yell, I can't tell who it is, maybe it's Ruin?

"RUIN!?ARE YOU HERE!?"

"S-SOLAR??"

"RUI-"

***BANG***

My vision fades to black, my head hurts so bad. No, I can't pass out, I have to find Ruin, I force my eyes open, I had fallen to the floor, I try and grasp onto the floor, forcing myself to move

"ruin..."

I can't. I can't stay awake anymore. Fuck... I close my eyes

𝙍𝙪𝙞𝙣'𝙨 𝙋𝙊𝙑:

I hear a scraping, then a hooded figure, then...Solar...that person is dragging Solar's body...Oil is dripping from the back of his head, I notice the others staring in shock, another cell door opens, Solar's body is thrown into a cell.
I'm worried about him now.

𝙎𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙧'𝙨 𝙋𝙊𝙑:

𝘈𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳

I open my eyes, I'm in a cell, how did I  get here..? I look around, I see Sun, Moon, Earth, Lunar, Monty and...Ruin, in cells around me, I feel something on the back of my head, I touch it, it's oil, that explains why my head hurts so badly.

"Ugh..."

"O-Oh! Solar! You're awake! Are you alright?" I heard Ruin ask

"I'm fine...i think at least"

A crowd of voices started, they all started talking, mainly about how to escape, I sat there in silence, wondering if maybe I'd die, maybe that'd be better for them. If I died

"Solar?" Earth said, snapping me out of my thoughts

"Oh uhm...Yeah?"

"Are you okay? You've been silent for almost an hour now"

An hour? Didn't seem like that long...

"Yeah... I'm fine"

It's funny, because I'm not fine. I don't think anyone here is. I feel dizzy, my vision is blurry, I can't feel most of my limbs. And ever since My Moon came to this dimension, I've been wondering whether I actually deserve to be here. to be...well...loved, and cared for. And after that podcast interview thing, maybe Monty and Puppet were right, maybe I am just another Eclipse, I killed Moon, and Monty, I killed them. Maybe I don't deserve to even live. I find a sharp piece of wood on the floor, I pick it up. Should I? Yes...I should. It'd be better if I did. Maybe I'll die quicker.
I slowly drag the piece of wood down my arm, oil starts leaking all over my wrist and down my arm, after a while, I look at my arm,it's now covered in oil and scars, I smile.

"SOLAR!?" I Hear Moon yell, I look up, I'm met with everyone else's cells open, including mine, they've noticed the oil and scars. Suddenly, I'm pulled into a hug, I wipe my eyes, I'm...crying?

"Why...Why would you do this?"
"..."
"Solar..?"
"..."

Maybe...just maybe, they don't want me to die.

Maybe they actually care.

I forgot what that felt like. To be cared for. To be loved. Heh...maybe i don't deserve to die.

For once, I don't feel completely useless to anyone