I'm BROKEN

Chapter 6

His soft lips touched mine and my eyes closed as if on autopilot.
I have never been kissed before and I didn't trust my self to kiss him back so I closed my lips.

He explored my lips gently and I started to do what he did.

Soon enough we were lip locked and had slipped off the couch in a frantic bid to get wrapped up in each other's arms and legs, kissing and touching each other all over.

I was very surprised at myself, but I didn't stop him.

I kissed back and I touched back.

I didn't even know how fast a guy could remove a jeans until I realized my pants and all were thrown next to me.

I was so caught up in this strange sensation it seemed I had lost my senses. He began kissing me again.

His finger slid inside me and my eyes flew open.

"No, no , no yuh cant touch there"

"Relax baby I'm not ganna hurt yuh" he said ever so softly. "Yuh nuh trust me?"

I nodded and relaxed a bit. My head was beating and a voice screamed at me to stop but.........

I laid there, still.  Allowing my body to lead me on.

I watched as he rolled on a condom on a dick that was a sin for one man to have much less a sixteen year old. My eyes widened in fear.

"This was mistake" I said softly.

"Stop that nuh, this is no mistake, I love you enuh Tee"

Those three little words were my demise.

He positioned himself over me and kissed me again, I stiffened.

"Relax baby", I did a bit.

I felt him rub the tip of his massive dick against my opening and with one almighty thrust he was inside me.

I screamed as my soft flesh ripped open accepting the strange object. It burned.

"Ahhhhhhhhh it hot, stop, please!" I pleaded between sobs.

But I was ignored, it was as if I was pleading with a wall. He was busy stabbing away like a jackhammer.

I punched him in the ribs and he paused for a second.....

"Hey gyal do dat agen an mi fuck yuh up!"

And he rammed himself into me harder. I cried out and his hand came down on my mouth.

"Shhhhhhh, mi a cum now.....open up u pussy fi mi baby."

I did as I was told because I wanted this to end.

Little did I know that it was just the beginning.

He was done and got me cleaned up. I was bleeding a bit. He said it was okay because he took my 'maiden'.

He took me to what he said was his bedroom.

"Lay down mi ago get you something to eat ok?" He was so kind and attentive.

He kissed me on my forehead.

"I'm sorry Tee. Hope you can forgive me."

I still have not spoken since he finished the act. I was just so weak and tired.
He had left the room for a long time and I soon dozed off a bit.

I was awakened by a shuffling sound.
I opened my eyes to see him walk in.

He sat at the edge of the bed .

"Hey sweet face you ok?"
I nodded.

He placed both hands on either side of me .

"Be a good girl for me now"

"Wa yuh mean?, mi nuh always good?"

Thats when I saw them. Several boys filed into the room.
I struggled to sit up but I was held firmly back in place. I started to fight against him but I was hit squarely in the face.

"Me say stop! Di fuck do yuh?" He shouted at me.

I felt someone climb onto me and started pounding into my already sore pussy.

"Stoooopppppppp, no,no,no. Please stooooopp pleeeeasee!"

I was crying hard, bawling and begging them  to stop.

But one by one they fucked me........after the third person I stopped fighting. I had given up, I didn't have the strength to fight anymore.....I was screwed , literally.

I was fucked by five boys including him, that day. I didn't see their faces because Oneil held me down the whole time completely blocking my view.

"And if yuh tell no baddi mi bun dung yuh granny house, an anytime me call yuh, yuh hafi come gi me da pussy dey." Oneil said.

I looked up at him bewildered, I was fucked.
I was genuinely afraid of causing my grandmother's death and I knew she lived alone. I was afraid he might do it if I told. He was bold enough to do this , why wouldn't he set her house on fire.?

But how could I not tell anyone.

I was violated in the worst way possible .

I lost my virginity to a guy I didn't even love.

My life was over.