Who cares
Lets just die happily
Who knows
I may get my end bravely
Who dares
To tell me the end I deserve
Who gets
To tell me the end
Who says
I should die
I do want to survive
I do want to show only my shining side
I do want to hide my shaking hands
I do want to hide my ugly side
I do want to know the end the the other side
But I do not dare to step behind the wall
Still, the end is far away to be found
The truth, the lie the confusing me is still alive
The bad the good what am I
The real the fake what am I
I am falling in the dark
I can't see any smirk
I only see the small me
I only see the big them
I am afraid and pretend to be shy
I am the bird that can't fly
I am the one whose dreams keep grumping trough the sky

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Alone, Remember me
ŞiirI feel so lonely, I hate myself and my failures, though I want you to remember that I existed.