A parallel universe

Chapter Sixteen

After she tucked in Noah and cuddled him longer than he wanted her too but she held on anyway, she moved into her bedroom and closed the door behind her, finding El standing shirtless. 
"How are you really?" He asked as she moved to sit on the end of the bed. 
"I'm fine" 
"Your eyes didn't stop on my bare chest, they didn't dilate-" 
"Don't go all detective on me" She groaned lightly. 
"You are struggling Liv, and I can see that" 
"No, I'm thinking" She argued back "Come here El" He crossed the room towards her, standing before her she reached for his belt and started pulling it free. She was reaching for the button when he felt her lips on his stomach, teasing the skin with licks and kisses. 
"Liv-" 
"Only you. Not him. You would never hurt me. I only want to remember you" She went for the button next but his hands covered hers, stopping her. 
"Liv, I don't want to scare you off and I don't want you to do this if you don't want to" She leaned her head froward, resting it on his stomach.
"You're the only man that has ever said no to getting his dick sucked" 
"I'm not saying no, I just don't want your PTSD to come back because of me" She pulled her head off his stomach so that she could meet his eyes, she slipped her bottom lip between her teeth. 
"Will you do something for me?" 
"Always" He assured her, his hand going to her cheek, his fingers threading through her hair. 
"Can I tie your hands behind your back?" Her lip went back between her teeth in nervousness. 
"I have my handcuffs, would that work?" She nodded. 
"We can stop anytime you want too" He assured her, earning a nod in response before he went off to grab his cuffs. When he returned he handed Liv the cuffs before turning his back to her to let her slip them around his wrists. He turned to face her again, dropping his lips to hers before he straightened. 
"You're in control here Olivia. Do whatever you want to me" She smirked up at him before she dropped her lips, just above the waistband of his jeans. He tried to bite back the groan that bubbled up but he failed. 
"I want to hear you" She kissed him again and this time he freely groaned. Liv pulled the button free before she pulled his jeans down around his ankles "He wanted to hurt me but all you do is pleasure me" Her hand grazed the front of him and when El looked down he caught her licking her lips, he groaned again. 
"All I want to do is show you everything you do to me" He tried to keep his breathing even as she placed kisses along his stomach "The way your eyes widen when I get on my knees, even if it hurts, even if it bruises, it's worth it every damn time" Her hand grazed over him again, her lips pressed against the hair on his stomach "Every little gasp, every curse, how you squeeze me when you're close-" She gently squeezed his still clothed dick "Jesus Olivia. You're whole body tightens around me and the you scream my name like I'm worthy of it being on your lips"
"You're worthy of being on my lips and between them" He let out another groan as she tugged off his briefs, letting them drop around his ankles. She took him in her hand, stroking the length of him slowly "Tell me more"
"The way your nails dig into my back-" He stopped as she sucked his head. 
"Keep talking detective. Don't let me distract you" She ordered before her mouth returned to him. 
"You don't know it, but you dig them in so deep, it leaves marks. You mark me, Olivia" She let more of him slide into her mouth.
"I don't even care if I have constant blue balls, you're all that matters, your pleasure-" Another deep groan, he tugged at the handcuffs as he felt her take more, her teeth scraping him in a way that made him go crazy.
"God Olivia, you're perfect. You know just how to drive me crazy, you've ruined me for anyone else-" The cuffs clinked again as he tried to put his hands on her "God yes, Olivia" He was almost fully in her mouth, he was so close to hitting the back of her throat "I want to touch you. God, this is what heaven feels like-" He hit the back of her throat and she pulled back for a second to catch her breath before she took him again, relaxing her throat as she kept sucking.
"Please don't stop. Please Olivia. Please let me finish" His eyes finally dropped down, watching as her head moved on him "Fuck" He groaned deeply, making Liv shiver under him "So close Olivia. You're doing so good. I'm so proud of you. Close" He tried to pull his hips away but she dug her nails into his ass, keeping him where he was, she sucked harder. Elliot let out a deep growl as his hips jerked against her mouth, Liv swallowed everything he gave her. When El finally opened his eyes he watched as Liv leaned back and wiped at the corners of her mouth.
"Please let me touch you" he begged.
"Wasn't that enough for you?" She smirked up at him.
"Not for me. You deserve to be worshipped. Let me worship you Olivia"
"Where's the key?"
"I'm struggling to think here" He motioned his head towards his naked body.
"I should just leave you there, I like the view" She smirked.
"Olivia, get the damn key" He bit, his tone making her flush and cold run up her spine. Liv disappeared and came back less than a minute later with the key between her fingers, she moved behind him and worked at getting his hands free.
"You know, I should've left you standing here a little longer. Basking in-" As soon as his wrists were free Elliot turned to her and slammed their lips together. But as fast as he had brought their lips together, he was gone again.
"Don't stop"
"I'm not. Get naked Olivia" He ordered in his low tone as he bent to pull his jeans and briefs off completely. When he noticed that she hadn't moved he stopped and met her eyes.
"Take your clothes off Olivia" She started pulling her shirt off so he rid himself of the rest of his clothes before he started pulling at hers. Her lips dropped to his chest, kissing his scars as he worked on unbuttoning her jeans "What do you want Olivia?"
"I want you" She kept moving her lips along his skin, tasting his sweat. He pulled away, taking her face in his hands.
"No Liv, what do you want?"
"I want you. Nothing and nobody else. Just you" She took his face in her hands and connected their lips. The pair fell backwards onto the bed.

The pair lay side by side, facing one another, their sweat covering their bodies. Elliot traced the scars on her breast, his mind wandering.
"The scars-"
"No, not tonight. Please. Another time"
"Okay" he muttered.
"I love you Elliot Stabler. More than you can know"
"I love you Olivia Benson, more than you can ever know" They smiled before El rolled onto his back, pulling Olivia into his chest.
"Thank you"
"For what?"
"For helping me heal" He kissed the top of her head before they both settled down and quickly fell asleep. Safe in one another's arms.