A parallel universe

Chapter Thirty Seven

Liv and El walked into the SVU squad room hand in hand. It had been three months since Emmy was born.
"First day back with a new baby and a new home. That's got to feel good" Fin smiled at the pair.
"You have no idea" Liv smiled.
"I'll see you later Captain" El smiled before he leant in to kiss her but she turned so that his lips landed on her cheek instead.
"See you later" She smiled before she headed off into her office.
"Trouble in paradise?"
"I'm not sure. She's happy with the move and the new baby but something about me touching her she just doesn't like, I don't know what to do" El admitted.
"I'll talk to her" Fin assured him.
"Thanks man" El smiled before he headed towards the elevator. Fin headed over to Liv's office and knocked gently on the door before he entered.
"Hey, is everything okay with you two?"
"Yes. No. I don't know"
"What's going on up there?" Fin asked motioning to her head.
"I'm fat and ugly. I don't want El to see all of that and run" Fin laughed loudly earning a glare from Liv.
"El loves you Liv. Let me say that again, El loves you. You could be fat and ugly and wearing a potato sack and he would still look at you as if there wasn't anything else worth looking at"
"I'm not so sure about that"
"Then you're crazy" She managed a small smile.

Liv went home that night to her boys and Emmy. They ate together and talked about their days before Liv and El tucked their kids into their beds before they moved into their bedroom to change.
"Do you think I'm beautiful?" She muttered as she took out her earrings.
"What?" Liv turned to face him where he sat on their bed shirtless.
"Do you still want me?" El moved to her, placing his hands on her hips he pulled her over to the mirror and turned her to face it so that their eyes could meet. El reached for the buttons on her shirt and started pulling them free but she stopped him as he reached for the ones over her stomach.
"Don't"
"Just watch" She dropped her hands and he continued unbuttoning her shirt until he could push it from her shoulders. Then he undid her bra and pushed that from her shoulders too. Then he moved his hand over her stomach tracing over the scar across her stomach.
"This is where you carried our daughter. Our daughter. This is where you gave her life" Then his hands moved up her body cupping her breasts "This is where you feed her. These keep her alive" He groaned deeply against her neck "Fuck Olivia" He groaned deeply again before he pushed himself against her.
He wanted her. She could feel just how much pressed against her ass.
"I want no one but you" He had his eyes closed now, his clothes cock still pressing against her ass, his hands gently kneading her breasts, his lips pressed against her ear.
"You're beautiful. So beautiful. Fuck Olivia, watching you be a mother to our baby girl has been driving me insane for three months" He squeezed her breasts harder, elicting a gasp from her "You were making me so crazy, I wanted to drop to my knees and pull your legs apart, I would beg for a taste of you. I wanted to worship every part of you, I still do"
"El" Her voice shook. She felt one of his hands drop her breast before it moved up her body to hold her throat.
"Open up those pretty brown eyes of yours" Her eyes opened as if his voice controlled her "Take off your pants" he ordered and again she followed his command until her pants were off her body "I want to see how you taste" The hand holding her breast dropped down her body and slid under the waistband of her granny panties "I love how wide your hips are. I want to watch your body as you ride me" She fought to keep her eyes open as he moved two fingers inside of her.
"I want that. I want it. I want you" She practically whimpered.
"Then help me get you off" She quickly moved her hand along his arm and joined two of his fingers with her own.
"Good girl. So fucking good" She could feel him pulsing against her lower back as they both moved their fingers inside of her. The sight of it all. The touch. Their touch. His deep voice groaning in her ear. She shattered under their joint touch crying out his name and he groaned into her ear. Liv met his eyes in the mirror, his dark look matching hers.
"Get on the bed" She ordered still breathless, and like her voice controlled him, he took off his boxers and climbed onto the bed. Liv followed after him, letting his eyes roam over her as she slipped off her panties. Then she was climbing over him, her hands on his chest as she sunk down on top of him in one movement.
"Like coming home" El grunted.
"You are my home" She told him, kissing him deeply before she pulled away, bracing her hands on his chest and started moving her hips against his.
It was beautiful. She is beautiful. Her larger breasts swinging in front of him. Her nails digging into the skin of his chest. Her wider hips letting her spread wider for him. Her thighs pressed against the outside of his. Her hair spread about her shoulders wafting the scent of her to his nose.
"Fuck Livvie. Shoot me if I ever stop wanting you" She lifted her hips and dropped them against his roughly "Fuck. I will never not want this, I will never not want you"
"How could I have ever doubted you?" He grabbed her hips and started roughly thrusting up into her and she dropped her head to his neck to muffle her sounds from the children sleeping across the hall. But El could still hear mumbling curses against his neck.
"Fuck El. Harder. So good baby. So good. Don't stop. Fucking wreck me" She bit against his collarbone, her teeth sinking into the sink between curses.
"Let me feel you. Let me feel it all Livvie" El muttered against the shell of her ear. Then Liv shattered above him, dragging him along with her. Liv collapsed against his sweaty chest whilst she caught her breath.
"You are nothing short of amazing Livvie"
"Are you saying that just because I fucked you?" He teased with a smirk.
"Hell no. I'm saying it because it's true" He smiled, brushing the hair out of her face before he placed a small kiss to her lips.
"Thank you Elliot, for always making me feel beautiful"
"Everything I said is true Livvie. Nothing and no one compares to you" He kissed her again before Liv settled her head against his chest. Cries rang out from across the hall.
"I'll get it" El muttered, sliding out from under her, pulling on his boxers before he moved to the door.
"El?" The sound of her voice made him turn back to her.
"Yeah?"
"Wash your hands before you touch our daughter" El smirked widely before he brought his hand up to his mouth and sucked clean the two fingers that had been inside of her.
"Now I will" He smirked, turning away from her to open the bedroom door.
"And brush your teeth before you kiss her" She called after him.
"Worth it" She could hear the smirk in his voice as he headed towards the bathroom.