A parallel universe

Chapter Seventeen

Elliot and Olivia walked into work hand in hand with bright smiles across their faces. 
"What's going to here?" Fin asked. 
"Nothing much" Liv smiled. 
"After what happened yesterday I thought El would've been sleeping in his own bed for sure. Did you get laid last night Liv?" She moved to sit on the edge of the desk. 
"Would you like all the dirty details?" She smirked. 
"Jeez Liv, I don't want to hear that, it's like hearing my sister talk about her sex life" He grimaced. 
"And it is a great sex life" She smirked. 
"Olivia, we're at work" His sing-song voice made her shiver slightly. 
"Elliot, I don't care" She shot back, making him smile "Oh, who told on me" Liv groaned as her eyes landed on Dr Lindstrom who was heading into the squad room, her gaze then went to Fin. 
"It wasn't me" Fin admitted, holding his hands up. 
"It was me. I thought you could use some help" Anaya admitted. 
"I don't, I'm fine" 
"Olivia-" Dr Lindstrom tried but she cut him off. 
"Honestly, sex therapy works a lot better than talking" She shrugged. 
"Not for you it isn't. The trauma that you went through-" 
"Stop. El doesn't know the full story yet" 
"Still? You can't keep it from him forever Olivia"
"No, but maybe I can soften the blow when it's time to tell him" 
"And when will that be?" She shrugged "And that's why we need to talk, Olivia. However much you've healed, there is still work to do" 
"What makes you so sure I'm not healed yet?" 
"Because if you were, you would've told him everything and not just Lowell Harris" She let out a deep sigh but nodded anyway. 
"One hour, then I have to work" She told him, earning a nod, he followed her into her office closing the door behind them. 

Olivia sat on the couch whilst Dr Lindstrom sat in an armchair in the corner, watching her with his notebook and pen in hand. 
"Why haven't you told him?" Liv sighed deeply "He's seen the scars, he knows about Harris. Why haven't you told him about William Lewis?" 
"Because it's not that simple" She squeezed her eyes shut and pressed her fingers to her forehead. 
"He loves you, he's seen the scars, why haven't you told him?" 
"He hasn't asked" She opened her eyes and rested her elbows on her knees, clasping her hands together. 
"And? What's really holding you back Olivia? You have him, so why not tell him?" 
"I'm scared that it'll push him over the edge. I can't lose him, not again. I don't know who I am without him" She admitted. 
"But you do. You survived ten years without him, without so much as a text. You won't lose him, so the only real thing holding you back from telling him, is you" 

After work was over Elliot picked Liv up and they drove back to hers where Noah was waiting for them. After they sent the babysitter away El cooked dinner for them all and they ate together and talked about their day. Noah went to bed at eight with strict instructions to go to sleep at nine and Liv and El were snuggled up on the couch surfing through tv channels. 
"So, how did therapy go?" He asked from behind her. 
"It was fine El. Lindstrom suggested that I tell you about the other things, the scars" He couldn't see her face but he knew she was scared to tell him. 
"I don't want to pressure you if you're not ready. I don't even know if I'm ready to hear it yet" He admitted. 
"And I don't want to tell you if you're not ready, I don't want to-"
"To send me off the rails? I promise I won't Liv, I'm not going to run this time, I have no reason too" He assured her. 
"I know, believe me I know" She turned in his arms, moving her legs either side of his so that she was straddling him "I love you" She murmured, her lips pressing against hers. Liv moved her hips against his as her hands wandered under his t-shirt. 
"Liv, wait-" He pulled their lips apart, stilling her hands "Are you using sex to deflect?" 
"No, El. I'm using sex because I love you and I want to get laid. I'm not deflecting, I'm not struggling with what happened to me. Okay?"
"Okay" He nodded, smiling up at her. Liv returned her lips to his, her hands going back under his shirt as her hips started moving against his again "Wait" He pulled away again "We should take this into your bedroom that has a lock your son can't get through" She laughed. 
"Yeah, good idea" She climbed off him, slipping her hand into his, he followed behind her as she headed towards the bedroom. As they reached the doorway he dropped his lips to her ear. 
"I wouldn't mind watching you ride me though" A shiver ran up her spine. 
"Get naked detective" She ordered. As Liv turned to face him, she pulled her t-shirt off over her head as he locked the door. His eyes dropped from her face to her breasts before they moved up again to meet her eyes "Looking at my breasts detective?" She smirked. 
"Always" He smirked. Liv reached behind her and unclipped her bra, letting it slip down her shoulders, she pulled it off and dropped it to the floor. 
"You should always be topless" Liv caught him licking his lips appreciatively "Keep going" He ordered and Liv started unbuttoning her jeans, she started slowly pulling them off. Keeping her eyes on Elliot she watched his eyes watching her every move. As she stood straight, his eyes moved back to her panties and he practically growled at her. 
"They're new. You like them?" She watched his jaw twitch along with his hands "Take off your clothes, El. Then you can take them off" She sat on the end of the bed and watched as Elliot practically tore off his clothes until he was standing naked before her. Elliot kept his eyes on hers as the crossed the room and knelt before her, he ran his hands up her legs until he wrapped his fingers around the waistband. 
"God, I can't wait to watch you" He murmured against her thigh, El tugged her panties down as she lifted her hips for him. 
"Get on the bed El" She ordered, watching as his eyes darkened even more. He climbed onto the bed and waited for her. She left him lying there for a minute, letting the tension build up before she moved around the bed and climbed over him, he pushed his hips upwards against hers earning a gasp. 
"Can you be quiet?" He teased. 
"You're not in charge here, El" She reminded him. 
"So take what you want, Captain" He smirked but the look soon faded as she lifted her hips and took all of him at once. 
"Jesus fuck" Olivia bit, quickly covering her mouth having realised how loud she was. When Olivia's eyes met his again he was staring at her breasts "My eyes are up here" 
"And I love your eyes but, your breasts are pretty great too" He smirked when he met her eyes. She rolled her eyes but laughed at him anyway.
"I'm going to fuck that sass out of you" She teased before she started moving her hip against his. As they continued to move their hips against each other's, Elliot tried to keep his grunts and groans contained but the more that he watched Olivia move above him the more crazy it made him. 
"El" Olivia groaned above him, her head thrown back, her breasts pushed forward as her nails scratched down his chest.
"God Olivia, you're perfect" He groaned, feeling her tighten around him. She fell against his chest, biting his collarbone in an attempt to keep quiet but El could still hear her cursing. El took her hips in his hands and started thrusting harder up into her. She bit down harder, her nails digging into his shoulders as they both kept moving. He managed to hear her mutter 'close' before he thrust up hard into her, throwing her over the edge with his collarbone between her teeth. Elliot followed soon after, groaning her name against the shell of her ear, he finished inside of her as their bodies went slack against each other. When she had finally caught her breath, Liv lifted her head to meet his eyes but they instead landed on his collarbone.
"Oh shit, you're bleeding" 
"Yeah, you were biting pretty hard" 
"You should've told me to stop" 
"Hell no, you're too good to stop" She playfully hit his chest "Remind me to always let you be on top" He smirked, watching as she winced slightly as she moved off him.
"I feel like a furnace" She groaned, pulling the covers from her body. Elliot's eyes moved to her naked body as her own eyes shut.
"Do I have to go to work tomorrow?" She asked him but he was preoccupied with looking at her body "El-" Her breath caught in her throat as his lips met the skin of her stomach "I'm too hot-" Her breath caught again as he nipped at her skin. 
"Hell yes you are" He kept kissing and nipping at her skin, feeling her twitch under him. 
"El" She said in more of a sigh. 
"Just lie back and let me enjoy you. Let me show you how much I love you" His lips kept moving along her skin until they connected with hers once again and she gave into him.