He's My Ruthless Billionaire | Completed ✔

Chap. 7

He's My Ruthless Billionaire

Chap. 7

Stella Parlor

"Stella, are you coming or not?" Auramona asked, we were suppose to be going to the movies because according to her the house was too much bad energy at the moment but I didn't want to go.

In life, did you think of how your actions could affect you or the people around you? I guess I didn't and now I felt like shit but why should I though? It wasn't like I didn't want it because God knew I did.

I shook my head, "No." I said flatly. She looked at me like I was crazy, like I stuttered on any of my syllables and there was barely any.

"What's your problem?"

"Nothing." I sighed before folding my arms leaning on the side wall in the left hand corner of the kitchen.

She frowned, heaving a big frustrated sigh, "I'm just trying to help." She hissed, "I hate it when you behave like you're not vulnerable."

She really hit a nerve because the truth did hurt sometimes, I shot from my corner and immediately I was in her face, "Get out!"

"No." She said sternly and stood her ground. "You need to suck it up and understand that it happen and there's no moving back."

She said it like it was one of the most easiest things to do. I couldn't handle being with him because he was my boss. I didn't need an intimate relationship with him. I knew I said it was worth it but I felt like going back on my word.

I was a coward.

I walked away from her, pressing both of my hands on the kitchen counter implanting my weight of struggles on it. Immediately, I broke down. "It wasn't suppose to be like this."

Mona grabbed me for a hug and I held her like my life depended on it because I felt like my life did in that moment. "Why am I feeling like I'm the most screwed up person?"

She shook her head, "No." She rubbed my hair, "You're only human Stel, no one could blame you." She pulled and smile at me, "Hell, I couldn't blame you. He's one sexy man."

I laughed when she said that like I actually laughed and it felt good.

After Errin left about a hour ago, Mona arrived and I told her everything that happened. She didn't even say anything, she just took me in her arms and be a friend.

"But I should have told her Mona." I looked at her and pulled away walking to the living room with her behind me, "And while that's true, you couldn't."

"And that's the messed up part, I know I couldn't." I heaved a sigh. "Oh stop with the depressed state, I can't bare it."

I looked her and smiled, "Be honest, would you be better off than me right now?"

She frowned, "No Stella, I'd probably be the same but that would be if I had regrets."

"What exactly are you saying?"

"That you had no regrets. The glistens in your eyes poses happiness and for that I couldn't condemn you of being a female." She told me as I rushed and hugged her.

"It's true, I loved every moment of it but I'm just troubled you know?" I rhetorically asked, "I'm only feeling bad that I didn't tell her and she really liked or probably loved him."

I had been around Errin to know his ways, his personality, how he fluctuates. I really didn't know if he was capable of loving anyone, he was probably made of stone but if what he had been doing for the during the day wasn't some form of affection, I was totally fooled.