He's My Ruthless Billionaire | Completed ✔

Chap. 20

He's My Ruthless Billionaire

Chap. 20

I felt it. Every fiber inside of me felt it. As I stood looking at Errin, I felt like I betrayed him. He looked so hurt and pained - maybe I should have spoke with him before...

"I didn't mean to hurt you..." I trailed off.

He turned and looked away from me, "Stella, you still haven't answered my question."

He was getting angry. I didn't see why he was upset, this was my decision - sorry if I felt like I wasn't ready to have his child.

I was silent for awhile and he was just looking at me waiting.

"So you have nothing to say to me?"

I sighed, what did he want from me? We just got together, did he really think I would be ready to conceive a child for him.

Walking over to the window, I stopped and faced him. "I just don't think we should be careless right now."

He rubbed his face, "So you felt like I wanted to get you pregnant?"

I shook my head and looked out through the window.

"Then why?"

He was getting on my last nerves now, "Nothing! I want to be protected, I'm still not so sure about us! We have to try build back ourselves and the relationship!"

He stood walking to me, "So that's how low you think of me? As we got back together, I'd go on a wild mongoose chase to get you pregnant?"

Oh Errin ... I felt like a bitch, maybe I should go home and just give him some space to understand what I was saying.

I looked him in the eye, "You didn't pull out last night..."

He sighed, "That's why I didn't ask about the morning after, I asked about birth controls."

"Yeah, what's the big deal though?"

He gave me disgusted look, "Because these things aren't good for you or for us."

A confused expression flooded my face, "How is it not?"

He sighed before running his fingers through his hair, "You should go and find that out for yourself." He walked away, "I am done talking about this, I just think you're being selfish. If you got pregnant Stella, I wouldn't fucking get up and leave you..." He trailed,

"Please remember you're the one who left me."

I sighed, "What does that have to do with this?"

"You seem to be worrying about our stability." He walked back up to me, stopping infront of me, "We are as stable as you make us out to be."

"Don't you feel like you're included?"

He shook his head, "I love you with all of me, so I'll never make run for it or leave you for anything."

I smiled, "Strong words."

It was good to know how much he loved me. It got annoying when he became a dictator, telling me what was good from what wasn't.

He hissed, "I'm gonna leave, you're just being really messed up Stella..." He trailed, "You could have talked to me about it because I do want to have my children with you and we aren't getting any younger."

I rolled my eyes, "Not because you're ready means that I'm ready too."

He nodded, "And that's understandable but all I'm saying is we are a couple who should be serious about our relationship, we should have talked about this."