He's My Ruthless Billionaire | Completed ✔

Chap. 13

He's My Ruthless Billionaire

Chap. 13

Stella Parlor

       "My hair is blowing." It has been a long time since I've felt the wind trapping my every fibre; gosh and my hair blowing, "Ahh," I closed my eyes as I felt so carefree.

I felt like dancing and praising for I felt reborn. Bringing my hands up in the air, I started to swirl and my pink summer dress flared. I sighed in contentment, I felt like...me...

"If only I could just..." I fell to the grass, "fall in love with you, I'd be so happy."

Sitting in the state park, watching the mothers with their babies and children enjoying the scenery, boys and their fathers playing; everyone just seemed so happy and contented with their life... I felt so too, but not so much.

You see? I should have been happy but I wasn't. My mind was unstable, my thoughts jumbled. I still couldn't think straight and it couldn't be the accident, that happened two months ago - by now, I have recovered. My doctor, Valerie said I was good. So, why? Why would I get so eluded? Was I not satisfied?

I guess you're too needy...

No. I'm not needy.

I didn't know what the problem was but I felt like not being experienced enough was one of them and Errin, he wasn't even making much of a move. All he did was kiss me and as much as his lips were like sugar candy - I needed more.

You're just horny...

I sighed, honestly? Kind of but not really. Life, love and relationship isn't just all about sex. Life, life is so much more than having a little touches here and there. What about future? What about kids? What about the right guy? What about a partner and not a father? Ever thought about the difference?

"Hi, how you doing?" I heard someone say taking me from my confidentialities, looking up I spotted a man. He was rather old but he seemed concerned and concerned about me to be exact.

"Um, hi?"

"Are you okay? You seemed a little troubled." He spoked strongly, taking a seat right next to me.

Great! I can't go anywhere without being interrupted from my peace.

I smiled, "Oh no. I'm okay."

He squinted his eyes at me and that highlighted his age even more but judging, no doubt he was quite the looker in his younger days. "Miss, I'm not stupid." He chuckled softly. "Let me share a little story with you."

I nodded my head, urging him to continue. If only I was at work, I missed working on schedules - meeting deadlines, attending meetings...

"My name is Kí, I fell in love once, only once." He spoke and sighed dreamily taking me from my reverie. "I don't know why I'm even telling you this but I have this feeling I should."

"I loved her with all my being but my priorities weren't intact, I guess I just wasn't ready, you know wanting more and feeling the world has too much to offer. And guess what?" He turned and looked me in the eye seriously.

"Stella." I introduced so he didn't had to ask, "I'm a bad guesser. What happened?" I probed concerned.

He chuckled a little, "I lost her, the only woman that I will ever love. I lost her because my thoughts wanted more and wanted to explore." He puffed out a long air through his nose. "But although I thought everything crumbled, I found Juliet and she makes me happy." He grinned broadly, "However, I know that I won't love anyone else like how I loved her because for some those passionate love only come once and you have to fight hard for it to come twice."