Overflowing (Book 3)

~Chapter Thirteen~

The next morning when I woke up, which wasn't until probably two in the afternoon, my phone was blowing up with texts from Kuroo telling me to go over to his room when I was finally awake. I guess they got home either super late last night or early this morning.

I got up and headed next door.

"Come on in, we gotta talk." Kuroo said when he answered. It was just him and Bokuto in the room.

"About?" I asked.

"Nishinoya came and talked to us this morning. Asahi doesn't know, only me and Bokuto."

"I started taking them again last night, I already got lectured." I rolled my eyes.

"I'm not here to lecture you, or tell you that I can't keep this from Daichi. I kind of figured you were going to do it, you'd mentioned wanting to and I know how you are. I've been keeping an eye on you. I just wanted to ask if you were okay or wanted to talk?" He said. Oh...

Look at you, always jumping to conclusions.

"I'm okay. Just...drained. I thought it'd help but it didn't. I already relapsed once, tried to cut again last night. I started the meds again and I'll soon be back to my normal." I said.

"You relapsed?" Bokuto asked, as if I didn't just say that.

"Yeah. And I feel guilty but, this is gonna sound weird, I missed it. I missed feeling the blade, seeing the blood, the pain. It really is addicting." I said honestly.

"I don't even know what to say, Suga. Just. We're worried about you." Bokuto said.

"I know, and I know it was stupid. I won't be doing it again."

"Good. We'll let you get to whatever you had planned for today. Come find us if you need us." Kuroo said.

"Thank you."

"Always." Bo said. I headed out, heading back to my room to grab my shoes and then outside to head to Starbucks. Daily coffee was currently my thing.

~*~

I got my usual, which was just whatever drink they could make with the most caffeine, and then sat down at my usual table in the corner by the window.

I scrolled on my phone as I sipped my drink down. By four o'clock my phone started ringing. It was Daichi, who was probably finally done with his off grid training thing. I answered it on the first ring.

"I missed you." I smiled as I answered.

"I missed you too, baby. How was your weekend?" He asked.

"It was okay. Are you home yet?" I asked.

"Mmhm."

"Can I come over?"

"Nope." He said. I could hear his smirk through the phone.

"Why not?"

"Because I'll be at your place in about two minutes."

"I guess I better leave Starbucks then." I laughed.

"Grab me something before you come back?"

"Sure. What do you want?"

"Surprise me."

"Alright. I'll see you soon."

"See you soon. I love you."

"I love you more." I replied before hanging up the phone. I grabbed his drink, and grabbed myself another one, before heading back to the dorm.