LOVERS REDEMPTION

Guanyin Temple,

"Die with me Er Ge" jin guangyao said holding Lan Xichen hand as it grasping his robe Lan Xichen fury soons turn to grief sondmenly wanting his lover close to him once again he could feel the weight of his emotion over him all the things he had done the pain he had caused to him, to everyone has yet to shutter with him broken like his trust.

Jin Guangyao words laid with sadness and horror the one who has unmercifully killed his son, father and brother who is linked to many deaths has asked for such a burdensome request from the only person who has loved from the start the only one who has trusted to the very end. He is asking his only friend, defender, to die with him to the very end. To die with him until his very last.

The words only rang in Lan Xichen's head
"Die with me Er Ge" again the words repeated in his own head, his sweet melody of these forsaken words asking the only embodiment of his own life to die with his. His lover who will die here alone without him. The tone filled with loneliness and soulful repeated again. The repetition of his heartbeat beating as fast as it never had before hearing Jin Guangyao's heart also beating in sync. All the memories of them together only visited after the words of Jin Guangyao

All his anger before as drowned to emphaty of the hardship that Jin Guangyao had gone through even if his brain could not fathom the decision taken by the dying body of his lover right in front of him in a collapsing temple his heart only syncing to his heartbeat only fulfillment of the love he has that blinded his own lover's heartless actions.

It all didn't matter now. Everything else. what everyone will think. it doesn't uptake to the void he will feel without him without Meng Yao. He has forgiven Meng Yao without an ounce of regret his love for him is one of his greatest regrets, but forgiving him wouldn't be one of the decisions he will look down upon
Whatever he has done, whatever he will do
will not matter anymore

Flooded by the gates of heaven, both of them will return to hell just for him to fall for the devil like he has fallen for Meng Yao. A-Yao why
have you given me this much pain for me to endure it with your love the refusal of my logic the agreement of my heart you are one of the greatest manipulaters you have mangled my heart strings knotted in tangled by you. Clouded my brain with all the lies you fed me all the poison you gave me will always be so sweet like the smile you kept Meng Yao I will always long for your dimpled smile A Yao I love you. Lan Xichen closes his eyes slowly as his thoughts repeated after another