(This will just include small moments of lan xichen and jin guangyaos past and meeting at the gusu clan teaching cultivation its really short and still begginer *a lot of spelling errors*)
Lan Xichen was removed from his own mothers hands as soon as he was born. Lan Quiren was the only guardian he has known in his life the only mom and dad his grown fimilar with
The death of his mother at 9 was light of grief as his little brother grieved more for a mom he had never known being only 5 its clear his little heart could not comprehend the lost of this person who will never come back
Lan Xichen did not have time to look towards his own feelings towards any situation as his little brother was his priority just like an older brother should he vowed to ensure that Lan Wangji never grows to be as lonely as his uncle whose heart has been frozen by the rules thats obeyed his soul driven by them the strict rules
never allowed them to be kids especially to Lan Wangji
He always promised to show how strong he was with a smile even though he also craved the unconditional attention if his father who was also not there he had always thought of his brother who must have felt worse. Through all the punishment and strokes of discipline he took he had taken them with a smile to ensure Lan Wangji doesn't see him hurt because the pain of his elder brother only meant he will leave to seclude himself too
He will never do that to his little brother as his the only one he had to show him wonders of being a child who has turn to stone cold ice all the emotions of his little brother has faded in wink of an eye all painted with the stoic face that hides the emotions he himself hides with a smile
Attendence of Gusu lan clan teachings of cultivation he attended with Nie Mingue and others like Lady Yanli from Yumeng lotus clan and Jin Guangyao. Others his age also attended the generational schooling that has been held in Gusu lan since the being of rebirths
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LOVERS REDEMPTION
Fanfictionlan xichen ×jin guangyao "Die with me Er Ge" jin guangyao said holding Lan Xichen hand as it grasping his robe Lan Xichen fury soons turn to grief sondmenly wanting his lover close to him once again he could feel the weight of his emotion over him...
