ALWAYS YOU

19] "RECEPTION & CLARIFICATION"

Abhimaans pov:

Today felt like the longest day of my entire life ....I immersed myself in my work ....so much that I had only one meal that too in the morning along with my clients .....

As I finally reached my guest house I saw its 2 already ...if I was at home ....with her ...by this time ....we would have fallen asleep....in each other's arms ....

Now that I think about it......I think I don't need to think too much ....about what should I do ....it's Amara that is plotting this revenge against me ....I can gladly let her walk all over me ....

So ...if she wants to hurt me....I will gladly let her ....its not like I havent been hurt before .....it's just that this time ....my wound will bring her happiness ....then why the hell am I thinking .....what my Amara wants is what she gets right?

Stupid girl....she wants to make me fall for her ....she doesn't know ....I have already fallen for her ages ago ....

May bee I was too overwhelmed before ....but I need to return by tomorrow evening.....apologizing her will be the first thing I will have to do as soon as I see her ....becuz....I made her uncomfortable by trying to kiss her....

I took my sleeping pills and tried to sleep ....as I still have only 3 hours left as I have a zoom meeting with foreign delegates at 5 and I have back to back reviews scheduled tomorrow....I have to wrap them up early ...so that I can reach the mansion by the evening for our reception ....

I didn't even try to switch my mobile on and used another number for business purposes ....becuz if there aren't any messages or calls from her ....I will be hurt ....though I know ....it's all an act all long ...my stupid heart can't help but hope for little concern from her ....

Amara's pov:

Guiltiness that's what I have been feeling from the past few hours ....it's been 5 in the morning already .....I was somehow able to sleep for like 4 hours ...

I didnt know when I fell asleep in between crying and reading ....yes....reading his diary ....

Yesterday ....as I came back from his office .....I decided to find more about his feelings ....so ....I searched the entire room for any clues ....and I know he has a habit of journaling ....

And as I went into his study by opening it with the key he hides in his favourite coat ....attached to our room.....I saw his locker ....though I thought at first ...there will be some cash or something in it .....I decided to try my luck ....

There was a lock and I tried opening it by pressing all the dates related to me ....after all the tries ....it got stuck and I had to try after an hour ....

I kept pacing thinking about the possible lock ....and tried out the same password of his card ....and....it worked ....the day ...we first met ....that was his lock .....

I was such a dumb ....I should have guessed it first ....I wasted an hour ....I opened the locker and found nothing .....it's filled with money ...making me feel disappointed.....

But as I looked closely I saw a corner looking weird ...so ...I tried to peel what seems like a sticker ...only to reveal a small door ....and a key at the other end ....I opened it ....and thank god ....

I saw a book....I prayed to God ...to let it be his journal ....I know ...it's his privacy and stuff....but ....it's been too late ....I should know ....rn....I cant delay it any more...