Abhimaan's pov :
I saw my wife's face scrunch in utter disbelief when I said those words
" U think Priya Rajvansh isn't my biological mother ...How I wish that's true "
"Priya Rajvansh is ...unfortunately my biological mother " I sighed deeply
"H-how could it be ?? Why would she ???why ??"
I know what she meant ...how could a mother love one son so deeply ..all while hating her other son ...
I used to wonder about that too ..when I was a child ...but not anymore ...not after I have matured
"Not every mother is a mom, not every father is a dad " I smiled sadly looking at my wife
It doesn't hurt me anymore ...not as much as it did earlier ...I have accepted the fact that my biological parents don't love me already ...
I have accepted that though I have had a family ...I was always left alone by them....like an orphan..who doesn't have anyone who genuinely loved him ...I know I'm not an orphan anymore because I have my Amara and Veer who cares about me and loves me
It's been so many years...at first I used feel so sad and hurt ...because it's hasn't been like this all along ..I was given love and affection at starting ...but the one incident changed my whole life ..
My parents who used to love and pamper me ..suddenly grew apart from me...one started to avoid me...and ignore me...while the other started to hate and cuss at me
The one fucking incident ..
I felt my wife's hands on my face ..bringing me out of my thoughts ..shifting my attention back to her
" Do u wanna talk about it " she asked so softly...so fucking softly ..like a mother asking her child about his bullies
Damn...our future children are so lucky ..my Jaan will be a great mom one day ...I'm sure of it..but can I be a great dad??...I don't know, because I don't know what is meant to be a great dad...I have never had any example to learn it from
I held her hands which are still on my face ..I think it's about time to share my grief ..with her ..my wife ..she needs to know ...she has all the rights to...
But I really hope she won't hate me after knowing it .I couldn't take it if she does ..because she is all I have ...my last thread of hope in this lonely world ..the only anchor of my messy ship of life
" I am ready to talk about it ...but (clears throat ) ..p-pls don't hate me after that ?I -I didn't do it on purpose ..I swear Jaan " I swallowed the lump that had already formed in my throat ..by the thought of her possible reaction to my past
The rational part of my brain is telling me that she will never hate me ..she will understand ...she is my Amara afterall ..
But the irrational ..insecure part is arguing that it is my mistake ...and the consequences of it is not small to be ignored ...not by anyone ...not even by her
"Look at me Mann"
Only then I understood ...I zoned out in my thoughts
She held my hand and placed it above her heart " This ...is urs ..nothing ...I mean "nothing" is gonna change it ...no matter what ur past actions are...it doesn't matter ..I wanted to know...so that I can share ur burden ..just like how u share mine ..that's all "
She attached her forehead to mine ..while her one hand still held my hand above her heart ..her other hand is caressing my cheek softly ..to calm me down
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