Abhimaan's pov :
Fate had never been lenient with me ...I was never truly happy in my life ....but these few days ..they were the best days in my entire life
According to few researches ..PPL will have flashbacks of their life for a few seconds ..
And I didn't have any good memories ...so I thought I can't be happy even while dying ...like others ..who will reminisce the good memories in their last few seconds ..
But these few months of my life gave me enough memories in my whole life ...to reminisce and cherish ...may be I shoudln't be greedy and settle with the fact that...future is not gonna be happy for me....I am back to square once again ..
When Priya Rajvansh accused me of killing my own father ...I dindn't faze ...I was just trying to listen what this fake lady had to say ....I don't care what she thinks of me....I have been listening to her taunts and insults from the past 28 yrs of my life ...
Her insults ...most of which I forgot ...because of these few happy months of my life .. and tried to console her thinking she might be genuine at least for her husband ..just because Amara asked me to ...I tried to hug them....
The same PPL who wished I died ...and still wish the same ....I hugged them...she successfully made me remember all those insults once again ..
May be she is right ...I don't deserve motherly or fatherly love ...I have accepted it long ago ...I got habituated to these words now ...
But it hit me hard ...seeing Amara lacking an ounce of trust in me...seeing her hate filled eyes ...seeing her siding with them....when she knew how dangerous they can be for her ...
She didn't even let me explain...when she promised me to stand by me ...no matter what happens in the future ....to never leave me even when I asked her too ...that she is selfish in love unlike me....
The same Amara ...who called me selfless in love ...called me a selfish person ...who cared for his own happiness ...
How irony ...my own happiness ? U mean the one I search for ...in her happiness?
When Priya Rajvansh beat me...I didn't even feel a bit of pain ...because I was numb by that time....looking at Amara not reacting ....running worst case scenarios in my mind ....framing sentences for explanation that I will have to say to prove my wife my innocence ..when she asks me about the truth ...
But sadly ...I never got chance to explain my self ...because she never asked me ...why Amara ...Am I really that low in ur eyes ?
I will prove myself to her ...no matter what happens ..and prove the real face of those PPL to the world ...soon....
Then ...I need some time away from her ...I can't still process the fact that she didn't trust me....I will go somewhere...away from PPL for a few days and think about what to do next ...May be our relation can never be the same ..
May be I can never look at her without reminiscing her distrust in me ...what would she do when she knows the truth....apologize ???can I accept it???will I be able to forgive her ???
May be ..some day ...the pain I am feeling in my heart ...won't be as hurting ...may be that day ...I will be able to forgive her ...which is not going to be any soon ...but thought I will be able to forgive her....I will never be able to forget how she left my hand brutally....when I needed the most ...
Veer took me to his home for time being...and made something for me to eat....my mind immediately went to Amara...she didn't eat anything too....
Fuckk....no Abhi....snap out of it ...she trust them more than u....she didn't standup for u ...
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Romance"All the dreams I've envisioned for us will come true; the only difference is that I won't be in any of them." Amara had faced unimaginable loss, scarred by witnessing her parents perish in flames at just three years old. Her world was shattered in...
