ALWAYS YOU

45] "DEATH & SORRY "

Amara's pov :

I sat on the bed utterly numb while my husband grew extremely and utterly agitated ...instructing the ones on the phone to bring Veer to the mansion ..the one which Abhimaan prepared for me

Because that one is closer to the village where veer was shot ...my husband already took the precautions and arranged for medical staff and a doctor there along with arrangement of heavy security ...

He did that to ensure the treatment of Veer's guards if they are injured ...in case ...but we didn't at all expect that the one who would need those would not be one of the guards ...but our Veer

I didn't know when ..but my husband had already cut the call ...taking my hand to walk me through the back door of the mansion...so as to go to the garage

When we reached there ...he kept holding my hand ...as we got into a car...and he began driving...

I felt him placing a hand on my knee and giving it a slight reassuring press ..muttering our guy will be alright ...again and again as if he is not only trying to reassure me ...but also himself

Veer ...he is shot ....though I wanted to stay strong ...I can't ...my legs are actually shaking ...so as my fingers ...I felt this sensation numbing the body pains I have been feeling due to the weakness

If anything happens to him...I can't live with the fact that I didn't even acknowledge him as my brother yet ...I didn't even hug him ..for more than 5 seconds ...I didn't ask him ...how he is doing ...

All I saw him as was ..a honest and hardworking guy who works for my husband ...that's all...but lil did I know ...the same guy had been my shield...protecting me...while staying on the sidelines .

He didn't expect anything from me ..other than wishing for my happiness and safety ...and I didn't even show him an ounce of affection..

I didn't yet tell him ..how thankful I'm for his mere presence in my life ...how proud I'm to be his sister ...Veer Singh chauhaans sister ..

I need to tell him ....he is so precious to me as well ...that whatever happened in his past ...is not his mistake ...that he need to rest for a while ...because he had been on his toes all this time...not only competing his tasks but also ..putting in many additional efforts ...to ensure mine and Abhimaan's safety ...without us knowing

So...there are many unsaid words to be said ,feelings to be expressed ,love to be confessed, emotions to be shared between us ...

He can't leave me ...with the weight of all these ...leaving our story incomplete ...he can't just enter into my life without my knowledge ...and exit it without my permission ...he can't do that

He had to stay ...stay with me...with us ..and bare with all my tantrums along with Abhimaan...he need to be a contender who fights against me ..for Abhimaan's attention...he is the only one whom I can allow to compete with me for it

As I'm in too deep into my thoughts....I barely registered us ..shifting our cars in between ..for our safety measures ...

After a few more agonizing minutes of dangerously speed driving ...which didn't even faze me...we have finally arrived to the destination...as my husand stopped the car at the security gate ...I immediately hopped out of it ...as I ran into the mansion ...

I saw the guards at the entrance and cried out "veer " ..they seemed to understand my intention as one of them answered ..." first floor master bed ro.."

I didn't let him finish as I ran to the first floor. ...I didn't even realise my husband trailed behind me until he stood up panting beside me as I stood infront of the master bed room ...the door of which is shut with a light on ...