YOU'ER MINE

AFTER A LONG TIME

SEORIN'S POV

As a member of the biggest girl group in the world, I feel incredibly grateful for all that I have achieved. The fame, money, and support from my amazing friends and fans are more than I could have ever dreamed of. However, there is one thing that I long for every day - him.

In the midst of my busy schedule and seemingly perfect life, I can't help but feel a void in my heart. Despite all of my successes and accomplishments, I can't shake the feeling that something is missing. Perhaps it's the thought of having someone to share all of this with, or maybe it's the fact that no matter how many people surround me, I still feel a sense of loneliness.

I try to stay positive and remind myself of all the good things in my life, but I can't help but think about him. The way he makes me laugh, the way he looks at me, and the way he makes me feel when I'm with him. It's as if he completes me in a way that no one else can.

Despite my fame and success, I am like anyone who longs for love and companionship. I know I have so much to be thankful for, but I can't help but feel that my life would be even more fulfilling with him.

Until then, I will continue to focus on my career and make the most of my opportunities. Who knows, maybe one day he will come into my life and fill that missing piece of my heart. I still remember his bunny smile which heals me, his eyes which are deeper than the Pacific Ocean, and his baby face. I can never forget him no matter how hard I try. 

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We just received a notification that we have been nominated for an award show, we are nominated for best girl group, best artist of the year, best song of the year and the list goes on. As usual, he's gonna be there. I saw him in almost every award show but never talked to each other, our eyes met several times. His eyes tell everything that how much he misses me, how much he still loves me, and the fact that we can't meet. It hurts to see him.

He changed a lot during the past years, he was a normal boy who was not even sure if he was going to debut or not. But now he's a man who's a member of the world's most popular and biggest boy band. I am very happy for him. He deserves it. I saw all his mvs and listened to all his songs. He's incredible.

Millions of girls are dying for him I don't think he will still choose me. But this time I will try to talk to him. I can't live like this.

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We have just arrived at the stadium, where we are scheduled to perform. He is also here. An MC is on stage, giving a speech and announcing the winners. However, my attention is solely focused on him, and I am not bothered by any dating rumors. 

We have already won around 5 or 6 awards in this one show, but I am not concerned about that right now. Our performance is about to start, and we are making our way towards the stage. As we walk, I can sense many people staring at us, and I can feel his eyes on me.

I was performing on stage and a large group of fans were cheering for us. In the middle of the crowd, I noticed him clapping his hands to the beat and smiling at me. However, my attention was diverted toward some fans who were holding up a banner that read "We want to focus on Seorin's body rolls". I couldn't help but smirk at their request and decided to perform a body roll while winking at them. The fans went wild and screamed at the top of their lungs.

I can't help but laugh at them as I looked at him with his eyes wide open. I smiled and soon the show was over. As I was about to move outside, a staff member approached me and informed me that Jungkook was calling me backstage. I went backstage and saw him standing there with someone unexpected - my ex-best friend.

 My ex-bestie still had the same bright eyes and curly hair. But the sight of her made my blood boil. I greeted them with a mocking tone, eyeing them from head to toe before saying, "After a long time, Mr. Jeon." My ex-bestie's face lit up with a huge smile as she came closer to hug me, but I pushed her away with such force that she stumbled and almost fell to the ground. 

"Don't you even think about touching me, Eunji" I spat out her name, emphasizing each syllable. She looked at me with confusion and hurt, but I didn't care. "You know exactly why I don't want you near me, and I am Kim Seorin!" I growled, my anger simmering just below the surface.

"C'mon Seorin what do you mean?" she said pretending to be clueless.

"Huh!  What do I mean?" I said as a laugh escaped my mouth. I pointed toward myself and said "YOU FUCKING LEFT ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST! And you are asking what did you even do?" my voice was full of anger. 

"Seorin calm down," Jungkook said trying to calm me down and see if there was someone or not cause if someone saw us we could be in trouble.

"You called me here so that I can see your new girlfriend" I snapped at him.

"She is not my girlfriend, Seorin," he exclaimed.

"Who is she then? Your wife?" I asked in a mocking tone.

"Shut up Seorin!" he shouted at me. For the first time, I saw angry and shouting at me. Tears started to form in my eyes.

"You both are the same. You both left me when I needed someone by my side!" I hissed.

"Our careers could be in danger if we date." he tried to explain and calm me down but I'm not stopping today.

"Really?" I said with disagreement in my tone. "Every company out there is dying to have us. Our companies will be in a huge loss if they kick us out, we have millions of people who support us!" I shouted. 

There was dead silence. Tears were rolling down my cheeks. "Why are you both silent?" I growled, "Can't answer me ?"  Still, the two of them were silent. "Fucking answer me!" I shouted. I saw a table that had a wine glass on it half filled with wine. I drank it in one go. When it was empty I crushed it with my hands. Blood covered my hand Eunji and Jungkook came towards my hand. Eunji tried to hold my hand and treat it.

But I jerked my hands. Jungkook signaled him to not to. He approached me but I took a step back "Seorin at least let me see it!" He said his voice full of concern and soft. I let him. "Oh my god, you are so dumb. It hurts to see it you know?" He said his voice pleading.

I let out a sharp breath "Huh? Hurt to see this? No physical pain compares to the pain you both gave me" I said my voice barely above a whisper.

"We're sorry for that but give us a chance now please that's the reason I called you here so that you can give us a chance again." He said as removed all the tiny glass pieces that diged up in my skin causing my hand to bleed. 

"I can trust you but not her," I said as I pointed out Eunji. 

"So this means we can be couples again?" He asked his voice full of hope 

"Yea" I said with a smile.

"Your body roll was sexy" he said with a smirk. 

"C'mon" I said smacking his head lightly

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this is so cringy this is the second last chapter tho.