Does it help or harm

Recovery

This leads me to where I am today, I still have my whole life ahead of me and this is just the beginning. I'm learning how to move on from my past and not let it shape who I will be in the future. I am still just human and I am expecting ups and downs but I feel positive about what's to come. 

Everyone makes mistakes but the thing about mistakes is that they are trivial, mistakes don't hurt anyone. I hurt people and myself although I feel deep regret it wasn't a mistake. I'm allowed to feel compassion and sadness for my actions but all I can do now is learn how to be a better friend, sister, and daughter. The only way from rock bottom is up. I feel like the world is opening up to me and I can see plenty of opportunities arising. 

I don't believe in other people to get me where I want to be, I believe that it is up to me to make my dreams come true, every time I fall down I will get back up and see how far I've come. I try to make the most of every moment because you never know when it will be your last.