I wonder if I'm just the same as all of your exes. I wonder if you still contacted them the way you want us to still be in touch. I wonder how easy it is for you. I wonder if the memories we made hadn't changed a thing for you. I wonder if my love wasn't enough. I wonder if your exes had gave even more. I wonder if I had tried better, maybe, just maybe, we wouldn't be in this situation. I wonder if I had showed you the way you wanted to be loved, we are still laughing about the thought of this. I wonder if you would look back at us and tell yourself you are proud of your decision. I wonder if you would tell me then what I should be doing to love you right. I wonder when you're with your new man, you would know how much I had loved you. I wonder if you would even remember me then. I wonder if as time passed along, whether you would change or stayed the same. I wonder if we talked a bit more, if we tolerate a bit more, we could have saved ourselves from this. I wonder if you wondered of me. I wonder if you read this and say how delusional and desperate I am for you. I wonder if you read this and laughed with your new man. I wonder if in a different universe, we ever be together. I wonder if you had taken our vows and promises to heart. I wonder if the next time things would be different. I wonder if that's even a possibility. I wonder of countless things and still, our circumstances would stay the same.
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where dreams go
PoetryA list of short stories that I come cross in my life that I had to romanticize and write about
