tape 39: lesser

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Lately, I feel less of a man that I was,

I stopped going out with my friends, heck I even stopped going out of my room.

Lately, I feel less of a man that I used to be,

I rarely talk to my family let alone at work, when everyone that I ever know felt like strangers.

Lately, I feel that I am just a leaking cup,

I tried loving the people closest to me but in some superficial way, they just slip through my fingers.

Lately, I succumbed into hiding in my room,

I find the darkness and silence somewhat more peaceful.

Lately, I haven't been feeling the boy in the picture,

My awkward smile and my squinty eyes are lost.

Lately, I don't recognize the person in the mirror,

My face seemed thinner, my eyes looked heavy and I am left staring at an expressionless man.

Lately, everything I ever do feels less,

And now, after writing this, I feel lesser.

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