What happens when your so-called bestie invites you to a concert of your favorite band?? What's gonna happen after you all of a sudden rushed onto the stage in a matter of seconds?? Who knows what will happen... 🤭
My heart dropped to the bottom of my fucking ass. "What do you mean we're leaving? We have to say our goodbyes today?" I ask softly. "Yeah pretty much, we tried to do as much negotiating as we could but it didn't do anything," Bill says with the most soul-crushed look on his face.
All I could do was nod my head and look down as I felt my lip begin to quiver. The last thing I want to do right now is start crying in front of them like a dumbass. "It's okay, I understand." I look back up at them to see their sad little faces. I quickly regretted it as my eyes started burning and my vision blurs. Next thing i knew hot tears were running down my cheeks and both Tom and Bill were engulfing me in a tight hug.
This is so fucking embarrassing, but the thought of losing them as quickly as i got them was just so overwhelming. I quickly wiped my tears and pulled away from the hug. "Hey, at least we have the road trip together. Our manager said we can drop you home since we figured out the airport we're going to isn't far from your place." Tom said with a small smile.
"Yeah, thats true. When are we leaving??" I ask praying it won't be anytime soon. "Uh, in an hour, only because of the traffic." Well shit, this day couldn't get any worst. "Wait, what time is it?" I ask as i sit up and look around the room. "Well, its 2:35 pm right now" Tom says quickly.
I got to stop jinxing myself because it just got worse. "You're telling me we could be out doing stuff since we're about to leave but i was sleeping instead?!" I groan and plop back down. "Yeah but in our defense you are a deep sleeper" Bill says with a slight smirk. God that smirk, everything he does is just so etherally unreal, he just never fails to get me in a trance.
I sigh and get up once more. "Okay, we might as well get ready then, we do not want to be rushing at the last minute." I say before getting out of Bill's bed and making my way over to my bag to grab the last outfit i had.
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Its probably the smallest I've worn in a little while but good outfits always make me feel so much better when I'm in a bad mood. Since Bill and Tom were already in their outfits i just walked straight into the bathroom and locked it. I turned on the hot water and i took off my pajamas. As i stand in the shower, every memory of these 2 weeks quickly rushes to my head.
I don't know if ill ever get the chance to see them again. Or maybe they'll just completely forget about me. Maybe they'll be 35 and living somewhere fancy in Los Angeles. Maybe theyll both be married with kids. Hm, Ryna kaulitz. It has a nice ring to it, they'd be such a good couple.
Oh shit, does Ryna know were leaving today? I gotta call her to let her know because there's no way im just gonna leave that girl without a goodbye. I quickly finish up in the shower to avoid wasting any more time. I wrap myself in a towel and i stare at my reflection in the foggy mirror.
