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✰ Fade Into You- Mazzy Star  (word count: 17668) ✰

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{12:58 am}

Just like every other "morning", i startle awake to a big ass pillow hitting me in the head. "Tom, I'm legit going to slit your throat" I grumble as I sit up. "Sure Y/N. Anyways we are outside your house so you might wanna get inside to pack"

"Oh shit, already? Uh, okay. Is anyone coming with me or are you all gonna stay here?" I ask everyone. "Me and Tom will go with, Gustav, and Georg is still asleep" Bill rubs my lower back from behind me, immediately erupting butterflies in my stomach. 

I smile back at Bill and grab my small bag of stuff. "Okay then, let's get this over with." I get up and stretch before sluggishly walking out of the bus. I open my door, knowing it was already unlocked and I look around to find my brother on the couch devouring a family bag of Cheetos. 

"Hey fatass, you miss me?" I skip over to Jaxon before flopping over him. "I am not a fatass Y/N, now move!" Jaxon groans. I snatch the big ass bag of chips before him and hit him in the head with it. "Sure you aren't." I get off of him and look over to Bill and Tom. 

"Oh Jax, these are the people I'm moving to Germany with, Bill and Tom" I point to the both of them." Jax nods his head at them before going back to destroying his chips. I walk away from him and sigh. "By the time I come back and visit he'll be big as a house." I shake my head. 

I jog up the stairs to my room with Tom and Bill close behind me. I lightly kick open my door and look around before flying right at my bed, almost hitting the wall. "Damn, I missed this bed so much." 

Tom and Bill enter my room and Tom being a damn child immediately goes to my tv and turns on Nickelodeon. "Really Tom?" I laugh at his childishness "Shh! SpongeBob is on" Tom shushes me as he sits in front of my TV. 

I shake my head and get up so I can start shoving my shit into my suitcase. I neatly pack in all my favorite clothes and accessories along with my laptop and all my necessities. I look around my room, checking for anything else I might need or want to bring with me before sighing. "Okay, I got everything." I shut my suitcase and zip it up

I look up at the wall above my bed, glaring at each picture of me and Elaine that I neatly assorted along the wall. I get on my bed and carefully pick each picture off my wall before burying them under my bed. 

I grab my tv remote and turn it off, making Tom snap out of his daze. "I'm done, we should probably get back to the bus." Tom gets off the floor and Bill walks up behind me. "I'll carry your bag for you." Bill grabs my bag and lugs it downstairs before I can even protest with Tom right behind him. 

I look back at my room, taking in the fact that I won't be coming back for a very long time. I take a deep breath before turning off the lights and closing the door. I jog downstairs and my brother is already waiting at the door. 

"If you get in any kind of trouble, just remember I'll still be here." Jaxon smiles at me for the first time in months. I smile back before engulfing him in a big hug. "I know, love ya rat" Jax taps my back and laughs "Love you too ass face" I let him go before walking back out to the bus. 

I go up to Mark's window and tap it. He rolls it down and I look towards Elaine's house. "Do I have any time to say bye to one more person?" I ask. "Yeah, 5 minutes." I nod and run over to Elaine's house. I quickly climb up the ladder in the back and look into the window, sighing as I see no one in her room. 

I climb into her room and I look around, realizing she hasn't come back at all. I exit her room and go across to her mom's, opening it. I looked around, realizing nobody was even home. I go back into Elaine's room and grab her favorite unicorn pen and some paper. 

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒚 𝒊𝒔 𝑴𝒊𝒏𝒆. (𝑩𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝑲𝒂𝒖𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒛)Where stories live. Discover now