WORDS HAVE WISDOM

MY 4 YEAR TRAUMA

I know a man named John, and no, I don't mean Cena
The guy who always made me feel like a winner
But I turned 15 and joined a school where everyone made me feel like a sinner

Let me tell you the harsh story on the life everyone said I led
When I was 17, a rumour about me made a man want me dead
You can ask my boy Cyps. I even had to sleep with a rod under my bed
What if one day his green envy made my blue mattress red?

Of course, I had a girl, and at some point, with her, I had no worries
One day she wrote me a letter and I couldn't believe the stories
After that, the people around me treated me the same way the UK did with Boris

I had a social disorder, and I had one of my teachers call me mad
If only she knew how much the short girl with glasses made me sad
I mean, I wasn't the smartest kid in class , but unlike her, at least I could add
Trust me, I was a good kid,the people around me were mad, and with that, I was stuck in the mud

Lately, I've tried moving on, and I was so close, but along came two  idiot boys talking about how I cheated on my girl
And like that, all my hope was lost, and just like my hope,I lost my pearl
Sometimes I wish I followed my mate 5 years back, his name was Earl.

Anyway, it got to a point where I actually started feeling better
I could smile, and I could feel confident in my sweater
But once again, gossip struck, and it all ended with another letter
These days, I sit back and tell myself I wish I never saw or met her

No matter what I did, my name would never fade
But even with all this, there wasn't a single tear I ever shed
Personally, I'd never go back to the dumpstite where I read

And after 4 years, look at where you and I are sat
I'm learning my fourth language. You're still struggling trying to make your high school crush chat
Personally, I'd never talk to you again,you're nothing more than a rat.

~Keero~