We shouldn't

so confusing

(Attempted rape warning)

Emma went home, she felt guilt building up in her body, after she got home, Emma took a shower and simply went to bed

She didn't get much sleep, her mind kept racing, why can't Jenna like her?
They could be together, they just need to keep it a secret for a while

At least until the show ends, but that could take years, Emma felt a tear slip from her eye, she quickly wiped it away

And decided to look at Instagram, before she knew she got a message from Jenna, her heart began to race all of the sudden

𝙅𝙚𝙣𝙣𝙖:  𝘉𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘮 𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘸, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬, 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘐 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘢𝘦.

Really? A nickname? Emma died.

𝙀𝙢𝙢𝙖: 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘴.

𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥: 10𝘱𝘮

Emma threw her phone on the bed, next to her, and closed her eyes, before she could do anything, her phone rang

It was Jenna, she picked it up and waited for her friend to say anything

"Emma, I hope what happened between us won't affect our friendship"

The brunette felt her heart broke "don't worry it won't, we should just forget about it, and you go on your stupid date with that ugly bitch"

Emma said it in a sarcastic tone, and hanged up the phone, and threw it across the room, breaking it completely

She stood up "fuck!" The brunette yelled and went back to bed, curled up in a ball and cried all night.

Jenna was completely shocked by Emma's behavior, she didn't thought that this would affect her this much

It was weird, Jenna tried calling her multiple times that night, but there was no response at all, Jenna felt like shit

She didn't want Emma to feel bad because of her, she knew Emma liked her, but they can't be together, it could ruin their career

Now Jenna decided to finish the movie, and soon she fell asleep thinking about Emma and what exactly happened

The next day she woke up early, the first thing she did was to text Emma '𝘩𝘦𝘺. 𝘏𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺, 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦'

There was no response, she didn't even saw it, the hell? Jenna knew she fucked up, but didn't know the situation was this bad

Maybe Emma was sleeping? Yes that's probably the only explanation, Jenna took a shower and got ready for the day

She called Kassandra, after she got out of the shower "hey baby" the taller girl said on the other end of the phone
"Hey, can we just skip the fancy things and the restaurant?"

There was a bit of silence than a little laugh "yes of course, want me to come over?" Jenna said yes, then said goodbye

Half hour later there was a knock on her door, Jenna opened to and it was Kassandra with a smile on her face

She invited her in, and decided to watch a movie while they ate breakfast "so how have you been?" The taller girl asked

"Real good" Jenna said with a smile and a sarcastic tone, which confused Kassandra "I'm good don't worry"

They chit chatted for a while, then Jenna washed the dishes, and went back to Kassandra, who scooted closer to Jenna

And pulled her closer, this took the smaller girl by a surprise, but said nothing about it, then Kassandra put her hand on her thigh

Jenna wanted to stop her, but then the taller girl kissed her, and pushed her down on the bed, since they watched the movie in Jenna's bedroom

"No" Jenna said but and tried to push away Kassandra, but she didn't listen at all, and ripped open Jenna's shirt she was wearing

"No! Get off!" Jenna was trying her best to push her off, but she was failing to do so

"Get the fuck off of me!" Jenna yelled then Kassandra put her hand on her mouth, silencing her completely

They didn't hear the front door open, they only realized that some one was in the house when the bedroom door opened

"What the fuck!?" Jenna heard joys voice, she was relived, Kassandra got off of her, joy walked over and dragged her out of the room

"Get out you bitch!" Joy yelled as she threw her on the floor, Kassandra stood up and left the hotel, Jenna was shaking

Joy hurried back to Jenna, and sat down next to her "I know it's a stupid question but are you okay?" She asked looking at the smaller girl

She was shaking like a leaf "what happened? Did she tried to do what I think she wanted to do?" Jenna simply shooked her head as a yes

Joy was hesitant but pulled Jenna into a tight hug, which comforted the smaller girl "can you call Emma?" Joy nodded

And called her, but it didn't even ring, joy looked at Jenna confused "we had something going on last night, then she left and I called her than she told me to go and fuck my date, and hanged up, I haven't been able to get in touch with her since"

Joy was shocked but tried to stay calm "what if she did something to herself? It would be my fault!" The taller girl shooked her head

"I'm sure she's okay" joy said in a calm and sweet tone, Jenna nodded "I love her, and not in a friendly way, I'm in love with her! But nothing can be between us"

Jenna said and began to cry, joy comforted her as much as possible

She was confused about what's happening..

So was the other two girls..

Everything is happening so fast..

And bad things keep happening..

Why?...

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