We shouldn't

I know how you feel

The nurse came to check up on them at night before letting them get some sleep, Emma went home changed took a shower ect.

Then went back to Jenna "I'm back" the brunette said and closed the door, Jenna was already asleep

The brunette laid down next to her, even though Jenna was asleep she cuddled up with Emma, soon the taller actress fell asleep too

"No" that's all she heard around two am in the morning, Emma woke up looking at Jenna, who was still asleep, mumbling in her sleep

"Please don't" it was barley understandable, she saw a single tear roll down on Jenna's cheek, which confused Emma

"I'm begging you, please" the brunette decided to wake her up, but before she could Jenna sat straight up, breathing heavily

Sweating badly, pale face, she looked around the room and began to cry
"I'm here" Emma said and wrapped her arms around Jenna's small body

Who leaned into her touch and continued crying "I'm here baby" Jenna looked at her with a serious look on her face

"Don't call me that" Emma nodded she was confused but nodded "pretty girl what did you Dream about?" Jenna took a deep breath

Trying not to cry so she can talk
"that night" now Emma understood everything and held Jenna even tighter than before

"I'm here pretty girl, no one's going to hurt you" Jenna kept crying for at least an hour, before she managed to calm down

Emma planted a kiss on Jenna's cheek, they both laid back down on the bed "does this happen often? Or what we did reminded your brain?"

Jenna had nightmares since what happened, Emma of course wasn't there since she was in jail, sure there were her friends and family

But it wasn't the same, she wanted and needed Emma's Comfort, her hands wrapped around her body as she cried, that's what she wanted

"No, i keep having nightmares, maybe the therapist will help with that too" Emma nodded with a sweet smile on her face

They soon fell back asleep, Emma held Jenna tightly all trough the night not letting her go for a second

The next morning came fast, with the nurses barging into the room waking them up, checking Jenna, changing the bandage

After a couple of hours the doctor came in with the discharge papers, which Jenna signed and then she was good to go

Emma helped her pack the stuff, and then they left the hospital, the brunette called an Uber for themselves which took them home

They went to Emma's apartment for a change, not wanting to get the paparazzi's attention, they hurried In the hotel and up to Emma's room 

They both took their shoes and coats off, then sat down on the couch
"What should we do?" Emma asked looking at Jenna with a sweet smile

"I don't want anyone to know" Jenna said quietly, not making eye contact with Emma, or even looking at her

"About me attempting, I don't want to cause even more drama, it's already enough of it" Emma nodded in understatement

"Okay, but how are you going to hide that?" Emma asked and pointed at Jenna's forearms, who groaned and shrugged

"Should have succeeded" Jenna muttered under her breath, but she was so fortunate and Emma heard it, her eyes widened

"Jenna no, please understand that suicide isn't the solution for this, please understand that I love you, a ton of people do, but mostly me, I'm in love with you, and I want to live the rest of my life with you babe

nothing is more important than you're are to me, the most beautiful girl in this whole damned world, I honestly don't know what I would do if you wouldn't be in my life anymore

I would probably go mad or something, you are the person keeping me sane, all this pressure that I have on me, with acting, the jail, the gossips

don't you think I thought about suicide too? Because I did a ton of times, there were times when I felt like I was ready, and had nothing to lose, I wasn't afraid, nothing at all, but look here I am

with a still beating heart, all because I met you, if you wouldn't have been there for me, I don't think I would be here, sitting next to you today in this moment, so please just this once stay, and listen to me"

Emma said that lecture with one breath, so she took a big one after finishing it

"I didn't know you felt like that" jenna said scooting closer to her lover, who smiled and nodded

"Well yes, sometimes I still feel like that, but that's a different story for a different day, shall we watch a movie?"

Jenna smiled and nodded..

They watched inside out..

Which both of them enjoyed..

Jenna didn't know what Emma went through, well not like she ever asked..

She needs to do better this time..

She needs to..

Or else this won't work....

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