We shouldn't

goodbye baby

Emma was laying on her lovers stomach, Jenna was playing with her hair, and whispering sweet things to her

"I love you" Emma said after a while making Jenna smile, she pulled Emma upwards so she can kiss her

But the brunette turned away "Emma" Jenna said quietly making her look into her eyes "I want to kiss you" the brunette shooked her head

"It's okay, but I would love a kiss" Emma felt her eyes tearing up, as Jenna said those words "why?" Emma asked quietly

"Because I don't care about what happened, I mean I do, but you get what I'm saying, it doesn't change the way I see you, I will always want to kiss your pretty lips"

Jenna said and swiped her thumb over Emma's lips, who just stared at her lover then nodded

Jenna leaned over and connected their lips, swiping her tongue across Emma's lower lip seeking for entry, but it was denied by Emma

Which made Jenna pull her closer, she wanted to show Emma that she's the same person as before in her eyes

She tried again, Emma was hesitant but opened her mouth a little, letting Jenna's tongue in, Emma felt a tear fall from her eyes

She pulled away, and laid her head on Jenna's shoulder "it's okay" the smaller girl said with a soft smile on her face

Then planted a soft kiss on Emma's forehead "let's get some sleep okay?" Jenna said Emma nodded as the smaller girl wrapped her arms around her gently

"I love when you are the one who cuddles up to me" Jenna said in a sweet but quiet tone, Emma looked up at her

"Why?" She asked Jenna shurgged with a smile "I don't know, I like it, it makes me feel like you love me, and want to be close to me"

Emma smiled weakly and nodded, then laid her head back down on Jenna's shoulder

After a while she got on top of Jenna and laid like that until she fell asleep, the small one held her tightly a night

The next morning they both woke up to Emma's alarm, which the smaller girl turned off quickly, Emma shifted and got closer to Jenna

"I don't want to go" Emma said her voice is still raspy, Jenna nodded, she didn't want to leave either

"Even though it's a couple of days, it's long, we have been together for ten months non stop"

Emma said looking up at jenna, who nodded in agreement and caresses Emma's back softly with her fingertips

The brunette shivered under Jenna's touch, a low whine escaped Emma's mouth, making Jenna blush

"You know, it's not the best topic right now, but I wish we could have time to you know, have some fun" the smaller girl said quietly

Emma smiled "can't go a day without me pleasing you?" Jenna giggled and shooked her head

"No, I can, but I don't want to pressure you into doing something you don't want to do" Emma smiled

"I can please you, but I won't go down on you if that's okay" Jenna blushed and nodded

"But are you sure baby? I really don't need it if you don't want to" Jenna said in a sweet tone, putting some hair behind Emma's ear

Who smiled and nodded "I want to" the brunette whispered into Jenna's ears as she got on top of her

And kissed Jenna softly, who returned the kiss, Emma pulled back and looked into Jenna's eyes

"I can't, I'm sorry" Emma said and laid her head on Jenna's chest, who smiled and played with her hair "it's okay baby, I told you I'm not mad"

"But I want to make you feel good, so you will love me" Jenna's eyes widened in shock, she made Emma sit up