We shouldn't

regret

(Blood warning)

Emma was having a nightmare, she woke up in sweat, the brunette rubbed her eyes and looked at her phone wanting to check the time

Instead she saw a message from Jenna

𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘌𝘮𝘮𝘢, 𝘐 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮𝘴 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘶𝘱, 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘸𝘴, 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 <3

A shiver ran down Emma's spine as she read the text, she tried texting her but there was no answer, she decided to go and see Jenna

She hurried out of the apartment, not caring that she was in shorts and a hoodie, she put some flip-flops on since that was the fastest thing

And began to run, jennas hotel wasn't far away, she sent that text at eight pm, it's been a fifteen minutes "shit" Emma ran as fast as she could

It's a fifteen minute walk, but somehow she made it under five minutes, the brunette didn't care about anything but to save Jenna

She barged into the hotel, taking the lift, waiting anxiously for the door to open

When it did Emma ran to jennas room, and hurried inside of it "Jenna!" She called out, not caring about the neighbors

She closed the door and hurriedly looked all over the house, she finally got to the bathroom, opened the door and saw Jenna sitting on the floor

"Jenna!" she walked over but the smaller girl stopped her, pointing the knife at her

"Your still alive which means you fucked up the cutting, which is good, now put the knife down" Emma said in a calm tone

Putting her hands in front of her, trying to take the knife, Jenna stood up with tears falling from her eyes

"Just get out!" Emma took a step closer, still being careful Jenna stood still, since she couldn't move anywhere else she was in the corner

Emma took another step, Jenna pointed the knife at herself now "Jenna, baby please put the knife down"

The smaller girl didn't do it, instead she put the knife to her already cut up hand wanting to finish what she started

She probably didn't push hard enough, and didn't got to the main artery, Emma not knowing what to do

She grabbed both of Jenna's wrist, knowing it will hurt her "stop, put the knife down" Emma said looking into her eyes

Jenna had the knife in her right hand, as she tried to get out of the grip, she waved the knife around, cutting Emma's neck with it

The smaller girls eyes widened and dropped the knife, Emma was completely fine, it's a scratch not caring about it at all

She kicked the knife away, and grabbed two towels and wrapped it around Jenna's hands tightly trying to stop the bleeding

Jenna just cried as Emma held her, they were both on the floor, messy because of the blood, Emma called the ambulance

And they told them that soon they will arrive, Emma held Jenna tightly, holding the towels on her arm not letting go for a minute

She tried to hold herself together, which was hard in a moment like this

"I'm here, I'm here baby" Emma said and pulled Jenna closer, planting a kiss on the side of Jenna's face

The ambulance arrived, and they immediately took Jenna, Emma went with her in the ambulance

They took Jenna away in the hospital, and told Emma to wait until a nurse came up to her "Jenna is fine, they stiched her together, she doesn't have any serious injuries, she will be fine"

Emma nodded and thanked her, the nurse showed her the room Jenna was in

She walked into the room, the smaller girl was awake, on the bed laying looking so tired m

"Jenna" the actress looked at her, immediately tearing up, Emma walked over to her "I'm sorry" Jenna said as Emma got to her side

"It's okay" Emma said and laid down next to Jenna, pulling her close, and held her as she cried

"I promise I will change" Jenna said quietly after a couple of minutes, Emma smiled at her

"I don't need you to change, I love you for who you are Jenna, all I asked you to do was that sometimes It would feel good to talk about my problems and my life, not just always talk about yours, don't get me wrong I will always listen to you, but still I would like talking about myself for once"

Jenna looked up at her, and nodded "I promise we can talk about you too, I'm sorry Em. I'm sorry that I didn't care about you"

Emma smiled and planted a kiss on Jenna's forehead "want to give this relationship another try?" The brunette asked

Jenna smiled "yes, definitely" Emma smiled at her and nodded

"How do you feel?" The small actress asked looking into Emma's eyes "want my honest opinion?" Jenna nodded

"I feel like shit, seeing you on the floor with hands cut up, bleeding out was a terrible sight" Jenna nodded

"I'm sorry that you had to see it" Jenna said and caressed Emma's cheek softly

They laid in bed for a long amount of time..

Just talking about Emma for once..

The brunette felt like her chest that was heavy for so long, was now empty..

Other than her love for Jenna, her problems washing away with talking about them..

It was a great feeling..

Jenna regretted trying to commit..

And promised Emma she will do better this time..

But will they have their peace?..

Sure they will..

Right?....

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