We shouldn't

Accused

Emma sat on the bed, feeling tears forming in her eyes, Jenna decided to give her sometime

"Aren't you going after her? She's clearly hurt" Markus said looking at her sister, who pushed her lips in a thin line

Stood up with a nod, then went after Emma, she opened their bedroom door and walked in, seeing the taller one curled up in a ball

Jenna walked over to Emma's side, and stood next to her "come here" the brunette didn't hesitate, she hugged Jenna tightly

She sat on the edge of the bed, Jenna stood between her legs, Emma laid her head on the smaller girls stomach hugging her thighs

"It's okay" the younger girl said, stroking Emma's hair "it's not" she said and looked up at Jenna, who gave her a soft smile

"Come on, let's lay down, you pretty much destroyed my ability to walk" Emma said nothing "I'm not in a mood to talk, especially not about sex"

The brunette laid down on the bed, Jenna laid next to her "I was trying to lighten the mood" Emma nodded knowing Jenna is trying her best to comfort her

"Don't you want to cuddle up to me?" Emma asked looking at Jenna who shooked her head "no, you come here"

The brunette didn't move, sure she loved laying on Jenna, but she didn't want her family to see this vulnerable side of her

"Come on baby" Emma was hesitant but scooted closer and laid on top of Jenna, laying her head on her stomach

The smaller girl pulled the covers over them, Jenna's robe was too slippery, it wasn't comfortable, Emma untied her robe

And laid her head on the younger girls bare stomach "comfortable?" Emma nodded and pressed a kiss on Jenna's belly

Making her humm then smile softly
"Jenna" emma said quietly after a couple of minutes, the smaller girl opened her eyes

"What?" It came out very harsh which she didn't mean to "sorry, didn't mean it like that, what is it baby?" Jenna asked now in a sweet tone

"Could you like, play with my hair? I love when you do that" Jenna giggled then nodded, and started playing with Emma's hair

She massaged her scalp a little, making Emma cuddle up to her even more than before, Jenna felt her heart melt

Natalie opened the door quietly, and saw Jenna smiling at her lover, then look up when she saw her mother in the door way

"I just brought you two some food" Natalie said and put the two plates next to their bed "thank you" emma said without opening her eyes

"Oh, I thought you were asleep" emma shooked her head and opened her eyes then pushed herself up looking at Natalie

"I just wanted to say I'm sorry for bringing it up, I know it's hard and we are all here for you" the older woman said

Emma nodded and thanked her, Jenna motioned her mother to leave now "comeback" Jenna said opening her arms for her lover

Who said nothing and got back on top of Jenna, but now laying on her fully, her head on the smaller girls chest who wrapped her arms around Emma tightly

"You are beautiful" Jenna whispered to emma who hummed and smiled a little

They stayed like that for a while...

Both enjoyed the closeness...

𝘛𝘸𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳..

Emma went to England to shoot good girls guide to murder, she missed Jenna badly but they called everyday when Emma was free

The brunette got close with the cast, which was great, she enjoyed being there, she was currently with asha in her hotel

Zain was with them too, no one knew about their relationship, sure Jenna posted that photo, but they said nothing else

"No, I enjoy being here, it's hard I miss people but" Emma said and shrugged looking at her friends "I get that" asha said smiling at Emma

Before any of them could say anything, emmas phone rang, it was Jenna, the brunette smiled "hey baby" she said into the phone

Zain smirked at her "ooo baby" asha said teasing Emma, who rolled her eyes "so I'm guessing you are not alone"

Jenna said into the phone kind of disappointed, she was looking forward to talk with Emma, they didn't got a chance to talk today

"I'm not, but we can talk" Emma said smiling to herself "no, goodbye" the brunette couldn't say anything, Jenna put the phone down

Emma groaned, her smile disappeared and put her phone on the table "trouble in paradise?" Asha asked

"Since I got here Jenna and I are-" they both gasped and cut Emma off
"Jenna? You mean ortega?" Zain asked looking at emma

Who nodded "wait you two are engaged?!" Asha asked Emma nodded again

"So since I got here we talk everyday, but it's not the same, we were constantly together for a year, and I got to admit it's kind of good to be alone for a little"

Emma said the last part quietly
"You need time for yourself too" Zain said Emma nodded, and had a weak smile on her face

They talked for a while then Asha and Zain left, Emma took a deep breath and called Jenna, who picked it up after a couple of rings

"Baby?" She heard Jenna sob on the other end of the phone "I hate you!" The brunette was confused

"Why exactly? Because I wasn't alone when you called?" Emma asked and stood up from the sofa

"No! Because you're cheating on me!" Emma was even more confused now
"What?!" She asked raising her voice at Jenna

"The engagement is over! I hate you!" Jenna yelled at Emma, who's eyes widened "I'm not cheating on you! Where did you even get that?!"

There was a bit of silence "then who is that Asha girl?! Why are you holding hands with her! And she kissed your cheek!"

Emma face palmed "nothing is between me and Asha!" Jenna scoffed and rolled her eyes

"What we did was on set! And if you're jealous of that I don't know what to say!" Emma yelled at Jenna who was silent

"I'm going to sleep now, goodbye" Jenna said and put the phone down, Emma let out a big sigh and let her phone fall on the couch

Why can't they be happy?...

Why is Jenna so jealous?...

She's just too in love...

And she's afraid of losing Emma...

And Emma knows if it goes like this, their relationship won't last....