Philasande & Mabalwa {UNEDITED}

Our Love:Mabalwa & Philadande

Chapter 27

Mabalwa
I was woken up by my ringing phone,i know that's Olo waking me up the time is currently 23:00pm,I get myself up and I go to my car .
I'm sitting in this car right now and I don't know what to do?I'm so unsettled.
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the time is currently 23:30pm ,I've got Hennessy in my glass and I'm just enjoying the conversations and music all round even though I'm not saying nor dancing much just a little,Phila decides to sit next to me,i just give him a little closed lip smile and carry on sipping while I check my Instagram and prepare a new years template to post.
"Umuhle" i hear him say, look up and utter
"Thank you"
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"HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!"
we all shout and the couples around me kiss and at the corner of my eye I see Philasande starring at me with Moneo in his arms,i decide there that I'm going upstairs to collect my things and go home there's no purpose for me here.

I'm currently driving home and soft music is playing in the background I have focus by H.E.R playing man I didn't think this would ever hurt like this I really thought I was over it I thought I was over him I thought I was over us I thought I could bury the love I had for him or still have I love him so much it  took me to see another woman in his arms to realize much I love this man and the look in his eyes when he looks at me but i guess love alone wasn't enough to withstand our storms together.
I am so tired in no time I'm home and in the shower I come out and dress on my pajamas and I hear a hooter at the gate,I go look through the blinds and it's Phila,what?why? where's Moneo if he's here?
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"Phakathwayo?"
"Mabalwa"
We stare at each other for a few seconds
"Ang'ngeni?"(am i not coming in?)
I giggle and let him in
"What brings you here?"
"You."
"Where's Moneo?"
"She's clubbing with her friends,she left soon after you but that's besides the point, Mabalwa seeing you after a year..."I cut him off because this is frustrating he doesn't get to walk up in my house and dismiss his girlfriend like that I mean he just referred to her as "that" "that's besides the point" he's talking about his girlfriend
"Philasande Gumede? How dare you how dare you find it in your heart to move on after what I thought we shared how dare you just think it's okay to waltz up in my home and spew the nonsense you spewing right now??? how dare you??!!!!! Do you know the ancestral battle I had to fight today with myself and my ancestors because of you moving on because of how easy it was for you to move on my dear life do you understand how much pain I went through today the physical pain I went through oh! Why is it that why???Phila i love you but I don't think you do,if you did you... just leave"
I didn't expect to say this much to him I didn't know that my heart was holding in so much I'm shocked at the things I had to say to him just now I'm shocked by my ways and what I need right now is for him to just please I just need time to just think I need him to leave that's what he needs to do right now but instead of leaving he does the opposite he comes towards me and he pulls me in and he hugs him right then my tears decide to put on a show stopper and he brings my face up and he gives me a peck and whispers lowly and so slowly that he's sorry my mind wants something else,my body is craving for him right now before umntwana we dlozi,I am a woman and this moment is too vulnerable for me to not be selfish and take advantage of it so I look at him with my soft eyes
"Qwabe please,if you love me please" it doesn't take him long to know what I want,he swiftly carries me to my room and makes sweet love to me all night long I think I even saw a tear drop from his eye and me?i don't stop letting the tears flow.