If You Could Only See

Chapter 18

Mason~

I was doing my best to take things slow, but it'd been a long fucking week. I'd always known that all Shane did was go to school, study, and work, but now that it was affecting how much time I could spend with her...well, her dedication was fucking me up. I wanted so badly to pay all her bills for her from my inheritance allotment, so that she didn't have to work so much, but I was pretty sure that she'd tell me to go fuck myself if I offered.

In a nice, polite, refusal kind of way, but still...

So, yesterday, I'd spent a good portion of my day in between my classes, her classes, and her jobs, convincing her to spend the weekend at my house, so that I'd at least get her nights. Even if we just slept because she was so exhausted, I'd take it.

I walked into my bedroom, then took in the sight of how perfect she looked sitting down on my bed as she studied. "You about ready to go to bed?"

Shane looked up at me, smiling. "I need about thirty more minutes, and then I'm all yours."

My dick twitched at her words. We hadn't had sex since our first night together, and it was taking everything that I had to not just kidnap her and keep her tied to my bed forever. "Good," I said, already undressing. "I know you have to be up early for work tomorrow, but I'm still going to steal an hour of your sleep, regardless."

Her eyes dilated with need, and surprise, surprise, she set her books and laptop aside. "Does...does that mean...you want-"

"Does that mean that I'm going to fuck you raw?" I asked, smirking. Her cheeks bloomed, but her eyes were full of lust and need. "You're lucky I know you're still new to this, or else I'd be fucking you in school restrooms and libraries in between classes with how much I fucking want you."

Shane stood from the bed, then slowly began undressing. "But if I let you do that, then doesn't that make me the slut Amber accused me of being?"

I wasn't sure what was in her voice, but it wasn't fear or shame. Plus, her words were in contrast to her stripping. When Aiden had called me, telling me about Shane's showdown with Amber, I'd wanted to seek, kill, and destroy. The only reason that I'd hadn't was because Aiden had assured me that the set-down that he'd given her was significant enough to put everyone else in check. No one would bother Shane ever again, he swore it.

I was stripped down to my boxer briefs when Shane made her way over to me in her bra and panties only. I cradled her jaw in my hand as I answered her honestly. "It makes you my slut, Shane. It makes you the hot, tight, little whore everyone else wished was theirs."

Her voice was a low whisper, but fuck, if it wasn't filled with flames and flickers of white-hot need. "Is that what you want me to be, Mason? Would you prefer it if I were dirty?"

My grip on her jaw tightened. Hearing her talk like that, knowing that she'd been a virgin before me, and that she would never know any other cock besides mine, had me at full fucking mast. Our first night together had me teaching her how to take and suck my cock, and I'd blown my stacks all over and in her body. Still, that night hadn't been nearly as dirty and depraved as it could have been or will be in the future.

It was my responsibility to guide her into being the best lover that she could be, so I went for complete honesty. "Yeah, that's what I want," I groaned at her shocked face. "I want you to want me so badly that you don't care where or how I'm giving it to you, Shane. Anytime, anywhere, any way...whenever your pussy's wet and begging for my cock, I want you telling me and bending over for it."

Her hands went to my waist tentatively. "You won't...you won't think badly of me?"

I threw my head back in a ridiculous laugh. When I looked back down at her, I said, "Shane, baby, the dirtier you are for me, the more I will want you. You want to know why?" She nodded her head. "Because it's a special kind of high to know that whatever you let me do to you, you've let only me do it to you."