Joining a band - 4NEMO - XiaoVen

Back at home

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As I tiredly walked into the house I couldn't help but feel as if something was wrong- there was an off feeling of restlessness throughout the house

I slowly walked through the empty front hallway

I had no clue what time it was so I was trying to be a quiet as possible in order to not wake anyone up

As I slowly walked up the stairs I shifted my weight to the balls of my feet tip toeing in order to avoid making any noise

Upstairs I walked straight to where the door to me and Xiaos room was

I wonder if Xiao is asleep? I wonder if he was worried about where I was

My hand drifted to where the necklace he had given me sat on my chest

It didn't mean any sort of love, it was just a k pop group but somehow if felt like love. Like a way to stay close to each other, no matter what.

My hand gripped the handle of the door as a slowly opened it peeking inside

When I looked in I saw Xiao pacing back and forth muttering to himself

I opened the door more and it creaked slightly- it may have been quiet but it felt like the loudest possible song against the silent that there was

Xiao head immediately turned to face me

His eyes opened wide and now that I got a better look at them they were red and puffy- he had been crying

He stared at me for a small moment as if he was confirming I was real. Then he ran towards me, each step building speed as he threw himself on me in a hug

His arms wrapped around my body so tight I could barley breath

I could smell his shampoo and everything about him

I could feel my shoulder slowly start to wet as tears leaked from his eyes like a broken faucet.

he just stayed there like that he didn't move at all, just stood there- hugging me- being with me.

Do I want this?

Dad said cheaters dont deserve anything

Aether said Xiao was a cheater

Kazuha said someone was lying

This... how we were right now... Xiao hugging me tight... this..

Felt right.

I wrapped my arms around him to reciprocating his hug.

"You ok?" I asked him

"Where did you go.." He replied back his voice cracking

I remembered where I was and everything I saw.

Me and Xiao happy together... Xiao dying... the painting.

"That doesn't matter right now" I said

Xiao hugged me tighter

"Yes it does!! I was so worried!" He half screamed while tears poured from his eyes

I looked past his shoulders as he continued to hug me and saw his journal lying open on his bed. Ive seen him write in it quite a few times

I looked back at the poor Xiao hugging me tight as he sobbed

I lifted my arms and began running my hands through his hair