ℝ𝕀𝔻𝕀ℂ𝕌𝕃𝕆𝕌𝕊 𝕃𝕆𝕍𝔼 (an Ariana Grande x Y/n book)

Chapter 20 (im sad)

-Ariana POV-

I ran upstairs and into my bedroom and flopped down onto my bed. I grabbed one of my pillows and screamed into it kicking my feet. This was the worst day of my life.

I lifted my head to get oxygen and on my pillowcase were mascara streaks. After dropping Y/n off I cried my eyes out for twenty minutes and then drove home.

I couldn't believe it she didn't like having sex with me out of every single horrible thing she could've told me that had to be the worst of it all.

And I didn't understand why. Not a single time in my life not even when I was having my first time did this ever happen to me. I mean it's pussy what can go wrong.

But I guess my pussy isn't good enough for her stupidly amazing dick.

I threw my now mascara-covered pillow to the floor and rolled onto my back. My heart felt like it was breaking into a million pieces.

Hearing my phone vibrate I begrudgingly picked it up and saw I got a text message from Monica.

She was asking me out on a date but seeing as how I was in a relationship with Y/n I didn't know if I should. But I desperately needed to get whatever happened today out of my head

So I agreed to go but it would only be a hangout and nothing more. She agreed to that but I felt a little bad about it I mean me and Y/n only started officially dating today and I'm already looking at other girls.

The next day me and Y/n didn't talk much only saying the bare minimum to each other "Did something happen to you two you've been separated and it's weird." Asked Courtney as we painted together in art class.

"It's just. Remember how I told you Y/n and I had sex." Courtney scoffed "How could I forget the details are engraved in my brain." I sighed "Well just last night I found out Y/n didn't enjoy having sex with me and to add insult to injury she can't get it up anymore." Courtney gasped "That sexy bitch. I can't believe her."

"I don't think she can help it she said for the past week she's been waking up without morning wood." Courtney looked at me confused "She's had morning wood for two years straight every single day." Courtney's jaw dropped "So every single day she's been jerking off." I nodded my head

"is that whys she big she just be stretching her dick out every day." I chuckled and shook my head no "I don't think that's how it works I think it's just big because she's black."

"Mhh there's got to be more than that."

Continuing with the rest of the day I tried to relax and only focus on my work but every so often I'm reminded of it and I'd be one step away from breaking down into tears.

"Hey Ariana," hearing Y/n's voice tensed up "I was wondering if we could hang out after school get some ice cream from that place you like, and maybe just Netflix and chill." Looking at Y/n's smile I felt my heart skip a beat.

"Hello there ms grande." Hearing another familiar voice I sighed it was Monica "We still on for the movies." I found it hard to speak so I just nodded my head and hummed "Great I'll pick you up at six." Monica winked at me and when her eyes landed on Y/n I noticed that a smug look stretched on her face "Y/n"

"Monica," Y/n replied flatly and annoyed her smile dropping and turning into a glare as she watched Monica walk away.

"I'm sorry Y/n I made plans to go to the movies with her."