Your Afterlife (Alastor x reader) Hazbin Hotel

Chapter 14: Desires

Timeskip 2 months:

Me and Alastor kept going on "dates" almost every evening.
But I wanted us to take the next step.

So I decided telling him that I wanna give him sharing some raw deer meat with me a try.

His eyes went wider and he asked: "Are you certain, darling?"
I gulped nervously: "Yes."
His voice sounded clear with barely any static: "Very well. Follow me into my room, dear."

I opened my door and walked to his room. He opened his door with his key and let me walk into his room. His room was parted in 2 parts. The first part on the side on the door looked like an old-fashioned room but the other part of the room basically was a part of a forrest. And there actually was a dead deer ready on a small table in the middle of the forrest.

I turned to Alastor, smiling: "I like your room, dearest."
Alastor takes my hand and walks the both of us to the deer.

He looked at me with certain expectations in his eyes: "Now try eating it. Here's a fork and knife for you."
He handed me the cutlery.

Holding the fork and the knife, I cut through the meat and got me small piece of meat.
As I was picking up the piece with my fork and leading it to my mouth, my arm was shaking a bit.
But after a bit, I finally managed to get the piece into my mouth.

It was a bit hard to chew so finishing to chew it took me a while. I was feeling pretty nervous since I wasn't used to the taste but I mean... it didn't taste bad. I just have to get used to this quite specific taste.

I felt Alastor's eyes on me. Starring at me, seemingly analysing every facial expression of mine while eating it.

While still chewing but being close to finishing, I used the knife and fork to get another piece. I finished so I swallowed.

Then I immediately got another piece in. This time, I already liked the taste of it more. I smiled and didn't chew it as hesitantly anymore. I them kept getting more pieces quicker and quicker.

After I had eaten 15 pieces, Alastor hummed in satisfaction: "I see you've come to genuinely enjoy it. Now I'll join you too so we are enjoying this feast together."
He then got his own fork and knife and ate too.

While eating, he looked as if he was enjoying it very much. This was one of the rare times I saw Alastor with a genuine smile. A smile that reached his eyes.

Timeskip 25 minutes:

After we finished eating, I saw a look on Alastor's face that I've never seen before on him.

I didn't have much time to think about the look he was giving me cuz from one moment to the other, he just cupped my face with his claws and leaned in for a kiss. But unlike all the other times, after this kiss ended... he kissed me again.

This time more passionately. And he kissed me again. More tenderly. Our kisses became more and more heated. For a moment, we broke from our kiss.

He looked at me as if I had invoked a primal carnaval desire in him. Very very deep inside of him. That he hasn't felt before.

🍋SMUT warning! Proceed with caution.🍋
Since he didn't have a bed in his room, he  pushed me on the ground with him being on top of me. We continued kissing. His tongue asked entry into my mouth and I let him. He was very eager and he was putting quite some force and dominance over it. His mouth tasted very strongly of the deer meat we had just had.
He then stopped kissing me for a few seconds while I was still laying beneath him. Out of nowhere, he then quickly bit my neck with force before I could do anything. With his very sharp teeth, that bite hurt like hell so I screamed. But he quickly covered my mouth with his claws so my screams were muffled. He then licked the bite he just left on me, proceeding to suck some blood leaving the wound as if he was some kind of vampire.
After a few minutes, he stopped and whispered to my ear: "Your blood is the most delicate I've ever tasted."
I was shaking. I'm not sure how to react to all of this. On the one hand, I was somehow still aroused despite what he just did. Yet I was kinda terrified cuz of what he just did. He then continued kissing me again. He suddenly pulled my skirt down and he in turn pulled down his own trousers and pants too.
I saw he was very hard. I was putting a finger inside of me, then two, then 3... stretching the area and preparing it for the entry.
After I felt I was very wet and ready for entry, I nod to him and put my fingers out.
He then smacked his very hard dick inside of me very quickly and with quite some force. I whimpered in pain. Upon seeing my pained facial expression and hearing my whimpers, he slowed down his speed. Once his full length was inside of me, I moaned loudly and he moaned too. He kept moving back and forth, first staying slow but then speeding up more and more. His thrusts turned me into a whimpering and moaning mess. He moaned often too but not as often as me. He kept speeding up which makes me assume he's about to hit his climax. He started panting and rolling his eyes and he sped up once again. Only a few seconds later, he shot his very warm load inside of me. He kept his dick inside until every last bit of his spunk has left his dick. When he pulled out, some of his cum dripped out anyway.
He then let go of me and layed down right next to me. He was still panting a bit.
THE SMUT IS ENDING HERE.

We were just laying there, none of us daring to say a word.

Then he stood up and telling me to get up too.

His eyes had radio dials on them and his voice was filled with only static: "Don't tell anyone about this. Otherwise, I'll torture you and then eat you alive! Are we clear?"

Scared, I stuttered: "I don't intend on telling anyone anyway! I'll keep it to myself I promise!"

He raised his voice in an even more threatening tone: "NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM!"

Terrified, I put my skirt back on quickly and then ran for my life out of his room.

I ran so quick and I was so terrified, I managed to run back into my room in a heartbeat. I shut the door behind myself and panting.

I guess he is being like this cuz he regrets getting this... close with me. He regrets letting that kind of desire take over him. I was scared on whether this would mean the end for our relationship. What if he won't allow himself to ever let someone be close to him cuz he can't help but see his feelings and affections for another person as a weakness?

Also, what the fuck just happened?! I'm gonna need a few hours to think about this and proccess this.