Eddie Munson Imagines

You're On Your Own Kid

This imagine is inspired by the song "You're On Your Own, Kid" by Taylor Swift.I feel like I'm using too many Taylor Swift songs but who cares.
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Me and Eddie have been best friends for years.We spend every second together when we can.We spend most of Summer Break with each other.

Lately he's been acting a bit strange,he's been smoking with the boys more often.I can only tell because his voice has changed slightly.We also haven't hung around much,only at school.

I touch one of the photos of us when we were about 14.I just want things to be as they use to.I think if he comes back to me I'll tell him that I've had a crush on him for years because it's the truth.

Eddie is the one person who can make me stay places I don't want to be at such as parties.He always makes me go with him but he makes me have fun and I actually enjoy my time and forget that I didn't want to be there.

I just watched the boys at 'The Hideout'.None of them noticed me in the crowd even though it was the usual five drunks.As soon as they finished their set,I went home.

When I got home,the sprinklers were spraying water everywhere so I ran.The one thing I'm bad at is running so it was more of a fast walk.

That Friday there was a party at Jason's house.Eddie hates him but it's a party so he's going to go.I know I won't have fun but I'm going to so I can try and talk to Eddie.

As soon as I went through the front door,my eyes were searching for the long,curly haired boy.I couldn't find him.Maybe he wasn't there.The worst thing is that I didn't know anybody there.

Actually,that's a lie.I knew them because I went school with them but we never got to know each other.

But I'm that moment,I've never felt so alone.

I was on my own.

I found the back door and escaped through the back gate since I didn't want to be there anymore.I hopped in my car and drive home.

Once again,the sprinklers were on so I speed walked.I went inside the house and straight to my room.

I saw a vase full of flowers on my desk.My dad must've gotten them for me since they weren't there before.I picked one up and decided to pick the petals, he loved me not.

I believed it so I got up and put some music on through my walkman.I lay in bed staring at the ceiling until I end up falling asleep.

The following week there was another party but it was at Harrington's house.I decided to go since Eddie would most likely be there.He wasn't so I went home and I repeated exactly what I done last week.

I have been to every party but I've never found him.He might've been to them but I just didn't see him.

This weekend my parents were out of town so I decided to throw my own party.He came but with another girl.I didn't want to admit it but I was jealous.They were all over each other.

She was skinny,blonde and was beautiful.I was the total opposite,I had belly fat,brunette hair and wasn't beautiful.I've had people call me pretty but not beautiful.

I started starving myself so I could have a better body.I didn't want to but I would do anything to get his attention.I styled my hair nicely since I didn't want to dye it and I put lots of make up on.

I carried on hosting parties and she was always there with him,touching him.My jealousy grew more and more each time I saw them together.

I was ridiculous to think that if I changed myself,he would like me.I guess not.The petals were right.

I'm on my own.

I can face this.

I'm on my own.

I always have been.

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Authors Note:
I know it's short but I hope you all like it.

This is from my "Joseph Quinn Imagines" story.

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