same heart, different faith.

# 21 [ broken love ]

"What ? AISYAH NAK PINDAH ??" The fact that shocked Xinzhan.

"Eh.. Aku dah kata jangan bagitau dia kan." Aisyah whispered to Airis.

"Aku terlepas cakap la.. asal kau tak halang aku tadi." Airis replied as her feeling guilty.

"Wymen tahu ke?" Xinzhan asked.

"Please, please , please .. jangan bagitau dia.." Aisyah begging.

"Why?" Xinzhan asked.

"He doesn't need to know." Aisyah said.

"You know tomorrow is his birthday is it?" Xinzhan asked.

"So ?"
"Eh , tomorrow is his birthday ?" Aisyah said as she shocked.

"Ya lah.. you kawan pon tak tau ke."
"And this is what you give him as birthday present?"
"Giving the vibe of wattpad stories." Well you're right Xinzhan. This is probably watfpad duh.

"Keep this as a secret of the three of us."
"If other people ask me where am i,
say that its none of their business."
Aisyah said.

At home

Aisyah have done preaparing all her stuff. Just left some clothes for her to wear. She had dinner with her parents.

"Sabtu ni ya kita gerak pindah." Ummi started the conversation.

Aisyah stay silent without any reply. As she is in her own thought didn't even hear any voices.

"Adik? Jauh nya termenung." Abah said as he look at his only daughter.

"Ha? Apa tadi ummi?" Aisyah asked as she realised shes was in her own thought earlier.

"Ummi kata, sabtu ni kita pindah.." said abah for the behalf of ummi.

"Ok.." Aisyah smiled for a second and back to normal face.

*knock knock

" adik tolong pergi tengok jap siapa datang.."
" ummi nk basuh pinggan." Ummi said as she stand up and directly go to the kitchen sink.

Aisyah went to the door and open the door.

" Ye, cari siapa ?" Aisyah asked as she realised who's the two figure in front of them.

"Hi, Aisyah. Mana u punya mak ?"

"Oh, aunty liew.."
"Jap." She said as she hardly try to not making any eye contact with the figure next to aunty liew. Yes, her daughter, Liew Wymen.

"Ummi !"
"Aunty liew datang ni." Aisyah said to ummi.

"Eh, mrs liew.. masuk la dalam." Ummi come to the door and invited them to come inside.

They both come inside and sit on the couch.

"Ni, saya ada bawa limau mandarin.. you kan suda mau pindah.. nanti chinese new year tk boleh mai kasi kamu limau." Said mrs liew as she pass 3 boxes of limau.

"Eh banyak nya .. terima kasih." Ummi replied.

While Aisyah can't sit still to realised the fact that Wymen clearly knew that she and her family is moving.

So, she stood up to get back to her room. But,

"Aisyah." Wymen said as she walk away.

Aisyah turned around . And look the three of them are looking at her.

"Lets talk for a while." Wymen said . Wymen stood up and directly go to the door and exit the house.

Aisyah follow his step which is going outside of the house.

" What was your plan ? " Wymen was looking right in front of him while aisyah was standing behind him started the conversation with a question that left Aisyah without answer.

" What plan ?" Aisyah innocently replied.

" Why didnt you tell me about this ?" Wymen asked as he turned around facing the figure.

" What ? About me leaving ? Was that one of your bussiness ? No right ?" Aisyah asked.

" it WAS my bussiness. Youre my BEST friend. i SHOULD know about this."
" this is not what i want to clear up with you."
" Can you please explain to me my mistakes ? Im clueless , Aisyah."

"Shouldn't you figure that out ?" Aisyah asked.

" What so hard for you to explain to me ?" He accidentally raised his voice as tears rolled down.
" Im sorry."
" We can still fix this right ?" Wymen said in a begging voice along with his tears.

"No."
"Its unfixable."
" i gave up on you ." She replied as she tried her best to not shed tears.

"Youre not going what i went trough."
"This is the best decision for the two of us."
"It wont hurt me or you." Aisyah's tears falling down her cheeks but she wiped them directly with her palm.

"Alright." Wymen eyes were like glasses

"If that was the best, Ill respect that."
"Can i say goodbye properly to you?" Wymen tears started to rolled down even harder.

Aisyah nodded as a response to his question.

"Thank you so much for being my friend. I will never forget how happy i were when we were together. And how i wish to turn back to the time where we were still happy with each other. I will never forget every moment we spent. How was the first time we met at the badminton court. I fell for you since then. I - "

" Adik ! "
" Meh sini jap." yelled abah from inside of the house that cut off what wymen was saying.

" have you done ?" Aisyah asked to Wymen.

"I hope you'll be happy, happier and happiest." Wymen said as he smile even with tears on his cheeks.

"You too, please forget about me. Dont keep me in your memories PLEASE." Aisyah begged.

"What do you mean ? I will never forget all the memories we both created." Wymen said.

" I dont want to be an obstacle between you and Lily. Im so sorry if i was the one who making trouble between you two. I wish you two to be happy." Aisyah replied.

"What are you talking about, Aisyah ?" Wymen who had no idea asked.

"Don't act clueless Wymen. Be happy without me, okay ?"
" Good bye."
" Oh and i heard that tomorrow is your birthday."
" Happy early birthday in advance." Aisyah said with a smile and turned around directly went inside of her house.

[ Wymen's POV ]

As she left, i was drown in my own thoughts. I was drowning, deeply under the ocean. Nobody could ever save me. Even me, myself couldnt save myself.

What does she meant by " you'll not going trough what i went " ? , didnt she knows every day i'm blaming myself for a thing that i didnt know what was my mistake. I was clueless for not knowing the wrong thing i did and how did i end up in this situation.

I tried to find the answer but i couldn't.

It made me exhausted . Of everything. I was drown so deep that i couldn't swim to the surface to breathe. My tears were like the oceans. And it's feels like its never going to drain out. " Man shouldn't be crying." But i'm only human. I deserve happiness. This is not what i meant by happiness.

How i wish i didn't exist.

This all wouldn't even happen. People wont be crying because of my mistakes. And i wont be crying over my mistake that i dont even realise.

I wonder how big was my mistake until Aisyah couldn't even be friend with me. The worst part is i couldn't even realise what was my mistakes.

" Why people are so mean ?"
" Why cant people at least tell you what was your mistake, so you could fix it ?" this was always in my thought.

"Aisyah, I hope you'll be the happiest. Even if i have to struggle, i'll get used to it. I just hope you wont meet any species like me. Its okay , as long as you're happy, just forget about me...
.. But i won't."

[ End of Wymen's POV ]