# 19 [ the emotion that we hid ]

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After they perform their prayers , they directly went to the karaoke as the clock shows 2 p.m.
They hurriedly rush to the karaoke as they don't want to queue in a long lane.

They went to the counter and ask a room for two. They paid for the room and went direct to the room given .

They admired the karaoke room as it is kind of big for two person.

They started to search up for songs that they want to sing ..

Their emotion went like a roller coaster , from a sad song to a happy song and so do on .

They also went to get some ice cream and soft drink as all of that food has included in their fees.

They enjoy their time as the time passed by .. Ummi called them ask they're willing to go home . Airis and Aisyah walked around to find ummi and Cikja . They found them . By that , they together go home .

[ 30 January 2023 , Monday ]

Aisyah's POV
It's the last week of school .. and Wednesday is probably be the last day I'm schooling here since the spm trial season is starting on this Thursday. They have to use the classes to be their exam hall .. I've heard about ummi's plan on moving to kampung since i was in primary school .. When ummi stopped to talk about it , i thought the plan was cancelled .. so, I was relieved at first. but now, I didn't expect im going to move real soon. Or must I say this week .

It's honestly sad , imagine growing up in a city , crowded with people , buildings , transports suddenly live in the countryside. No nearest shopping mall, no 88 level of building. Well, i probably will adapt with the environment there. I hope. Nah, it wont be bad . I would love the calmness there .. And i hope everything will get better.

At school

I stepped inside the school gate with a very must i say a heavy heart ? Even though i didn't make a very nice memories here. But Airis and Wymen started to make me love this school . I've created a lot of memories with them during these passed months. I honestly feel sad to leave this school .

" ha , Eisyah ! Asal kau sedih ni ?" An arm lock around my arm, giving me the warmest smile i ever got. Damn i will definitely miss this the most. Like damn i want to be like this forever. It must be great if Airis and I were this close before.

" Kau lupa ? Minggu ni aku last tau ." Aisyah said giving Airis a smile . While her heart screamed the otherwise.

End of Aisyah's POV.

Airis's POV

" That's why we must filled the last moment happily. Why must we filled the last moment with tears , if we can filled them with smile and laughter instead ? I never get this though. " I lied.

This honestly bothered me a lot. The guilty is still inside of me. I put Aisyah the very last before. I never notice her existence. Eventho we've been friend since childhood. I cried, i cried and i cried. Every . Single. Night.

Aisyah totally makes my day even better than before. I didn't get it how damn dumb is me choosing the toxic friend over Aisyah. How could I choose someone over this warm hearted person I ever know. I was blind. I didn't know which is glass and which is diamond. How i wish i could turn back time and fix this from the start.

Aisyah smiled at my sentence. Her expression said that she's agree with my words or must i say lies ?

I lock arm to arm with Aisyah as we're heading to the square.

I also disappointed of myself to the fact that i didn't get chance to fulfill her wish. Which is to find out when is Wymen's birthday. I also wish that they will at least talk to each other before Aisyah leaving this city.

" Aisyah , kau tak terfikir ke nak cakap goodbye kat Wymen ?" I asked as we sit on our class line.

" Tah la , aku malu la dengan dia sekarang. Biar la aku hilang tanpa dia tahu." Aisyah answered as she smiled.

" Macam mana kalau dia tanya pasal kau kat aku ? Macam mana aku nak jawab nanti .."

" Apa kata you write a farewell letter for him." I suggested.

"What For ?" Aisyah asked.

" So that you will always be remembered by him." I said.

"I don't need that." Aisyah said.

End of Airis's POV

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