same heart, different faith.

# 2 [ jealousy ]

at school.

Aisyah's POV

Here I am sitting alone at the square. Why did I say know I know someone that she might like ? I know I can't have him but ..

// flashback.

" i.."
" im sorry, Aisyah. but I see you as a friend."
" i don't even finish my sentence yet."
"i know what you're gonna say." " i have someone i like."
" who .?"
" your friend."

// end of flashback.

" hey aisyah !" Airis come to me and put her bag in front of me.

" heyy." I smiled.

" so where's the guy ?" She asked hoping for me to show the " guy".

" there." I pointed at 170 cm tall chinese guy who just arrived .

" walaweh.. why i never see him ya." Airis said. Her eyes pierced at the guy, Xinzhan.

" you .. like him ?" I asked, braving myself.

" i don't know .. but i think he's way better than jackson so probably thinking about it !"

" thanks aisyah !" She thanked.

By that she went to her other friends. Looks like she's talking about Xinzhan to her friends who's from the other class.

I shouldn't have showed her Xinzhan. It's not like she'll be with me all the time. She's still preferring her " pick me " friends over me.

I stayed at my place. Alone until the time to get in the class. I saw Airis couldn't stop staring at Xinzhan.

I kinda feel jealous but well I've been rejected and the fact that Xinzhan likes her too. I don't know this feeling maybe I'm jealous? Jealous over someone who's not mine ? Sounds hilarious. Right ?

end of Aisyah's POV

As always Aisyah and Airis sit next to each other. Aisyah tried to make a distance between them but Airis couldn't stop ask her about Xinzhan.

" how did you know him ?"
" why you never tell me about him ?"
" does he has a girlfriend already ?"

Aisyah couldn't help but answer patiently to her " friend's " questions.

" im fvcking regretting the choice that i made to tell her about Xinzhan." Aisyah said to herself.

" im thinking on going to badminton court this Sunday." Airis said.

" then ?" Aisyah asked.

" wanna go with me ?" Airis asked.

"For the first in such a long time she finally asked me out ? I feel honoured." Thought Aisyah.

" because my kawan everyone busy this week so yea." She continued her sentence.

Aisyah kinda hurt to hear the sentence that she finished. Why can't this girl stop being too details and honest ?

" yea, haha sure." Aisyah faking her laugh as her heart feels like its stabbed with sharp knife a few times.

" great ! " Airis excited as she clap both of her hands.

to be continued.