SUMMER

23.

•CHAPTER 23•

Sunday
Selena's POV

I stared at the two lines on the pregnancy test I took this morning and I couldn't do anything but cry to myself. I don't know if it was tears of joy or sadness but I cried until my face turned red.

I was pregnant with Kass' baby and I couldn't tell him.

His family tried calling me, but I just didn't want to talk and I was mainly scared that they were calling me to tell me that he had died.
Ever since the incident with me and Mister Ray, I've been pretty much staying to myself and ignoring everybody's calls.

I was really upset when Ray demanded that I come by his office today to pick up where we left off. I was disgusted with myself and I felt like my life was in danger if I didn't listen to what he wanted from me. I know he had his people watching me but I didn't pay attention to it. I couldn't ask Matt for help because he told me not to get him involved with his father's bullshit and I promised that I wouldn't.

So, I was on my own to deal with him and his abuse.

I took a shower and got myself ready. When I reached the location, I prepared for the worst. I didn't greet him at all I just stood there staring, waiting for him to speak. His wife or guards weren't here, so it was just me and him.

There was no one to save me if something happened which made me even more scared.

"Come here Selena." Ray said looking right into my eyes as I approached him. 

He didn't look like himself, he seemed sad which was weird for him to be in that state of mind. He got up from his chair and walked to me.

My body immediately tensed up when he ran his hands over my chest then down to my waist, cuffing my ass afterwards. Ray put his face in the crook of my neck and held me. "You smell so good sexy." The deep breaths he was taking were creepy and weird.

Ray turned me around and told me to lay on his desk. His back was turned from the entrance of the room now. "Take these off." He tapped my legs ordering me to take off my tights.

Before I got here, Ray suggested that I wear something revealing or something that would be easy for him to slide off of me. He also requested me not to wear panties or a bra.

I did as I was told.

"Ray—" he wrapped his large hand around my neck and applied an immense amount of pressure to where he began to hurt me.

"Did I say you can speak?" He said staring me into my face. Ray stripped out of his pants and forced himself into me, still holding my neck as hard as he could and I was unable to breathe. I couldn't stop the tears from flowing down as they clouded my vision.

I could barely see Ray's face but I knew he was smirking and grunting at me. What did I do to deserve this?

"I can't fuck your friend anymore cause she's dead. You my new hoe now so you might wanna get used to it." He mentioned while still inside of me.

Did he just say Lexi was dead?

I cried harder because I felt like he killed her and that I was going to be next. He probably wouldn't care if I told him I was pregnant so I just sat there and took the excruciating pain that he forced upon me.

Something told me to stop him. I had to push him off of me, whatever happens just happens. If he decided to kill me I was prepared. I know my mom would help Matt take care of Shiloh for me. I was just tired of Ray thinking he could get whatever he wants, whenever he wanted.