26. Starting the punishments ⚠️trigger⚠️

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(Sage POV)
Callie and I just sat there for a few minutes in silence, it was nice and relaxing. I feel like when liv comes back I need to tell them about what's truly going on and about Rhea I thought to myself, callie snapped me out of my thoughts by snapping her fingers in my ears which caused me to pull back from her neck to look at her. Your first punishment today is going to be writing line and I want a whole page full of the sentence " i will not destroy the house and I will listen to my dommes and not disobey them" said callie while she moved me off her lap and attaching the leash to my collar. Yes ma'am  I said softly and got off the bed after callie got off the bed, we walked downstairs to the living room with Lucifer behind us looking at the leash curiously. I don't know what's more embarrassing seeing Lucifer look at me with a leash and collar on me or knowing that a service dog  is witnessing a human wear what a dog wears. Once we entered the living room I saw the area spotless and the couch cleaned, sit by the table and do your lines while I start working on the book said callie tying the leash onto one of the table legs so I wouldn't move. Yes ma'am I said getting on the floor and  grabbing the purple pen and paper that was already out for me. I started writing my lines while Lucifer layed next to me and callie went to the book room to set it up, after about 20 minutes I started to get distracted and draw on the back of the paper. I was drawing a cartoon about Rhea and the 3 of us hanging out outside having a picnic together, I suddenly heard callie come walking back and I flipped the paper and continued doing the lines.  Good job sage keep going, then I need you to help me with setting up the books said callie rubbing the back of my head. I nodded silently and continued to do the lines trying to focus but I couldn't do it, I think I should tell her Lucifer I said to him kissing his head. I slowly took off the collar and got up to walk to callie, callie I called out for her softly as I walked into the book room. Callie saw me and noticed that I didn't have the collar on me causing her to raise her eyebrow and cross her arms,  you have 5 seconds to go put that collar back on and be on your knees sage or your going to have a punish that you won't like said callie. I-i need to talk to you about something important that I've been thinking about lately I said looking at the books on the shelf so I could avoid eye contact. Callie relaxed and uncrossed her arms and walked to me with a concerned look on her face, callie lifted my chin up so I could meet her gaze. Ok baby girl let's go sit on the couch and talk about it and should liv know about this said callie kissing my head. Yes and I think she's going to be upset if I tell her the part that I'm going to tell you so I'm going to tell you first I said going to the living room.  We sat down on the couch and Lucifer layed his head on my lap to comfort me, umm callie Ive been having having dreams of someone and I think I need to see this person and talk to them I said petting Lucifer. Who is this person and what are these dreams about baby asked callie slightly concerned,  it's someone you know and I think  it's better not to say the name and.. Just forget about it fuck everything that I was talking about  I said getting up and heading upstairs to my room. Sage come back here and talk to me right now or your will be in trouble yelled out callie, ok just add the punishments on my damn tab  and I'll take it all at once then I'll leave you guys alone I yelled out as I slammed the door to my room and locked it. I grabbed ghost and hid in the closet as I hugged my knees on the floor with tears in my eyes. I cried softly hearing the door get banged on from callie telling me to open the door, I started hyperventilating as I suddenly started having flashback of Luna and the house.  I couldn't breathe or see anything because my eyes became fuzzy from my tears as I heard Lucifer barking for me.  Just let me fade into the blackness and let me go numb I mumbled as my body relaxed slowly and I was getting tired, the door must of busted open but I couldn't hear it because I suddenly felt fur on my body. Callie must of found me sadly because I felt what seemed to be arms around me because I didn't feel the wall against me, why couldn't I just be left alone and not cause problems and be forgotten.
(End POV)

(Callie POV)
I sighed after I heard the door slam knowing that something is wrong and she wouldn't tell me, Lucifer nudged me and then looked at the paper that had the sentences on it. I picked it up and turned it over seeing the picture of Rhea, liv, sage and I having the picnic together and noticed a small note that said "it would be better if I just left so I wont be a problem and cause chaos, they wouldn't have to deal with me and it will make their lives better". After I read the note I got concerned and I ran upstairs to he room when Lucifer started freaking out and barked as I pounded on the door to get sage to open the door, oh god please sage don't do it! We love you and we want you! I yelled out but nothing happened and I couldn't hear anything so I backed up and ran into the door causing it to bust open. Lucifer ran towards the closest and I saw everything where it was originally at from this afternoon. Lucifer started scratching at the closest door and barked at the door catching my attention so I opened the door and saw sage hugging ghost and hyperventilating with her eyes full of tears, I could tell she was having a  severe panic and anxiety attack. Lucifer nudged her and whined at her trying to get her to respond but she didn't probably because she was to deep inside her head and blocked out everything but her thoughts in her head. I picked her up bridal style and took her to the bed laying her down while Lucifer used his teeth to open the night stand where liv kept her meds for emergencys. Good boy Lucifer I said grabbing the medication and a water bottle from her mini fridge and got in the bed and sat behind her so she could sit up. I grabbed a pill and opened her mouth and put it in her mouth and poured water in her mouth causing her to swallow and slowly come back from reality. After a few minutes she was fully back to reality and looked at me and Lucifer, c-callie I - it's ok baby girl just relax and forget about the punishments this weekend and just relax and focus on your breathing  I said kissing her head. After a while sage was asleep and I texted liv "come straight home after the match and bring Rhea with you because something is wrong with sage and Rhea needs to be with her and listen to what she needs to say". After I sent the text I sent a picture of what sage drew, tears formed in my eyes and kissed sages head. I love you sage and I will never stop loving you I whispered softly.
(End POV)

Shoutout to ChiaraCorsanici this one was kinda emotional for me and I kinda related to this but I hope u guys liked it

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